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2009-04-19T16:24:00.004+08:00

We will be the most loving couple ever!
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nah, that was a surprise for us!

Happy 21st Birthday ((:

Alex and Wayne

2008-12-25T09:46:00.002+08:00

wow, looking at when i last updated was the day i enlisted! tis is really really long, the amount of cobwebs accumulated is like unclearable. hahaha. alrite, ive managed to get into OCS, i dunno how it happened, cos i tink i din do well like i wanted to in BMT, might be some luck too. HA! best not to talk about army stuffs here so i won be doin so.

block leave passed really fast, managed to meet some ppl, go to KL wif wayne sx chi. n finally get to meet alvin after so long, we cld hardly remember how he looked like, hahah! went to crash his family christmas celebration. thanks so much for the invitation. hahahaha.

well, today is christmas, won be goin out, many stuffs to be done before booking in later. can see the 'no life' and really tough days ahead. jia you! n of cos merry christmas! =]

2008-10-09T07:47:00.002+08:00

today is the day!

off goes my hair,

off to tekong,

off goes my bed,

off goes my huge tv,

off goes my comp,

off goes laziness...................

ive no idea wat to write, miss me while im away, nt gonna be sad post since i did be booking out n of cos i would like to thank all whom remembered n gave me a msg, email n gifts. thanks n appreciated! =]

miss me at the mean time...

gdbye.

2008-09-30T11:21:00.002+08:00

back to update again. counting down 10 days to army le.

26th Sept
sis left for london for studies, will be back for hols in july nx year, by then im still in army still though. haha, some cousins came to send her off too, n of cos her frens. mum goin over for about a week. so nw juz left me n my dad in the house! haha

27th Sept
met vin, C, wayne, sx n aud for lunch at just acia at douby xchange, managed to chat n crap, den left each other about 230 or so. went to bugis to collect my to be collected 22'LCD n DVD player since a month ago. haha, queued n waited for about 30 mins or so wif sx while she is waiting for her sis. dad came to fetch me, went home slack abit n went to cousin yao's wedding dinner. no food til 830pm plus plus, n we reached at 630pm. was real hungry dex =X quite nice, wedding is indeed swt for couples. haha. my turn shld be 10 yrs time? maybe!

28th Sept
went to lunch wif dad n 2nd uncle. wanted to go keppel club but instead ended up in marina at keppel! which is like WRONG! but din realise tt til we finish our lunch, dined at their jap restaurant. ate teppanyaki(i dunno how to spell). din hav much appetite due to the large portion of dinner i had last nite! hahaha. too bad my new canon broke down! cldn take any pics. wasted, the food were presented v nicely, n of cos the food are nice, the one i really wanted to highlight is the dish serving 3 types of beef, 80grams abt 180 bucks? one of them is kobe beef, which is not the most exp one when i tot it was. oman, all the 3 types are so damn nice, can feel the meat melt in your mouth n the omg super duper nice taste of fats. wow!!!!!!!!!! but really super ex. wonder when will i be able to enjoy such luxury life!

cant remember anything else, juz quite afew tings tt i hav yet to do, like my canon camera! spoil! sobz, im really v tempted to buy a DSLR or maybe juz a compact series.... hmmmmmmm.... but army..... nvm...

Thank You For Loving Me lyrics
It's hard for me to say the things
I want to say sometimes
There's no one here but you and me
And that broken old street light
Lock the doors
We'll leave the world outside
All I've got to give to you Are these five words tonight

Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
For parting my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me
Thank you for loving me

I never knew I had a dream
Until that dream was you
When I look into your eyes
The sky's a different blue
Cross my heart I wear no disguise
If I tried, you'd make believe
That you believed my lies

Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
For parting my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me
You pick me up when I fall down
You ring the bell before they count me out
If I was drowning you would part the sea
And risk your own life to rescue me

Lock the doors
We'll leave the world outside
All I've got to give to you
Are these five words tonight

Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
You parted my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me
When I couldn't fly
Oh, you gave me wings
You parted my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me

2008-09-17T23:15:00.009+08:00

yesh, it's been dead for so so so so so so so so so so long!!! i knw i know. wahahha!

my life is about to have a v big change, sis leaving for UK for studies for 3 years while im left wif 2 weeks plus before i got really no hair on my head, almost everyone hav went in, leaving juz the few of us still on the main island carrying loads of hair on our head. well, hav been training since i stopped wrking. alright shall update on wat ive been doing.

6th sept
went to Zouk for SIM council event: The Very Bling Bling Party (if i nv remember wrongly) tgr wif audrey sx wayne chichi jason shijia suiren n.... the rest shld be SIM ppl, left shortly after the event ended cos i had to wake up damn early the v nx day for my cousin's wedding! hahaha.

7th Sept

woke up like 5 plus for my cousin's wedding, guess wat wld i be doin? im helping to open car door for the groom! hahaha, yesh, i know im v old, remembered the last time i did tt was like woot! when i was darn young. but its still cool lah, no doubt! =P den helped out at receptionist at Singapore Yacht Club at west coast. the sea view is like oman so romantic! though it's kind of hot! hahahaha, n someting cool is tt i saw yijin wrking for my cousin's wedding! heh heh heh!

11th Sept

had family appointment for insurance stuffs, n then had to rush out to meet jp to go Double O. srry i know im really late! hahaha, din drink much, though it's like damn cheap! hahaha, went to mac for some supper before heading home.

13th Sept

it's meifang's bday chalet at National Service Resort in changi, a v nice place! ate mee siam there n teh ta reh, so so only la, nt fantastic. den had to leave early for my family gathering at faber walk. i missed the 5pm shuttle bus to mrt station so had to take cab which costed me like freakin bloody shit damn 10 BUCKS! so expensive lah!!! sianz... den went to clementi mrt stn where my dad fetched me. so sad it would be the last gathering at Faber Walk, cos it has been sold, so much memories there, from young til now, so sad, haish, had pot luck n abit some mooncake, as usual the too much mooncake n everyone cant finish them! hahahaha. i will miss Faber Walk, no doubt =[

16th Sept

passed jw my labcoat, i know it stink but dun complain! hahaha. crashed shuxian's accounts lecture, quite nice, 3 hours, had lunch in SIM, ppl there are quite frenly n funny, found out tt boon was from PHS! hahaha, my senior, hear them gossip n stuffs =X n oh yesh, it's shijia's official bday! she is 21 already! hahaha, waited for chi chi to finish her project til 6. went to Sunset Way to have pizza at Rocky Pizza, shld be correct bah, tts the biggest freakin pizza ive eva seen lah, haha, before i forgot, sx chi xx sj wayne n me were present. hahaha, den we went to play candles n sparkles. thx jiawen for so much candleS! cant finish using lah! hahaha, chi xx sj left early while sx wayne n i took bus all the way to vivo to slack awhile before heading home, everyone is so tired but none voiced out! hahahaha.

18th Sept

went to wayne's place, suppose to go for running but, i turned up late, had lunch late n had to leave early, so in the end he was fingering his guitar while i was using is laptop. hahaha. luckily i swam in the morning, if nt i wld hav felt guity for nt exercising again. haha. met anna for dinner after work, walked about, looked at sony stuffs, indeed sony hav v v v v nice designs, n im so tempted to get a compact camera or a DSLR lah, but goin NS soon, so dun waste money since i won hav time to play wif them. had dinner at yoshi, slacked awhile n headed home. thx for the gift! =]

19th Sept

met sis at thomson plaza to make her contact lenses while i made my black nerdy spects for NS, damn, total up to be quite ex. den had lunch before goin for our 40mins foot massage! OUCH man! but it's quite a gd exp, they were able to detect probs wif our body! hahaha, but of cos it's ex even after a 20% discount! sobz. went home, wanted to run but fell aslp instead. hahaha, met mum n sis at jack's place to have dinner. the 'massager' asked me to take lesser red meat n bean pdts, so had fish instead of my usual steak! hahahha.

20th Sept

first happie bday cindy!! met jw at toa pa yoh for breakfast, or u can call it brunch at fortunate restaurant for tim sum! ordered quite alot, so was really darn full, yesh damn ex too! 50 bucks for 2 ppl. while eating, KELLY KOH KAI LI msged me saying tt im face is on TEENAGE MAGAZINE! din believe at first but saw it at NTUC! hahaha, cool huh =P oman, den head down to pan pac for USA edu fair, hav some leads but still nt really sure wat to study when im out of NS, pls, show some light or signs ahead of me, running out of time...... den walked abt in MS n watched mama mia, damn, din realise tt 2 guys gays were sitting infront of us til jw told me, yucks, so sick n ewww. hahahha, oops! one putting is hand on the other's lap, how cool can it get? jw headed to bugis n i went home, wanted to run, but too hungry so oman! 2nd day wifout exercise, the feeling sux! big time! hahaha.

i guess tts abt all, din update minor minor stuffs lah, haha, had been packing my room when i found those sparkles given to me by u on my bday last yr n others such as letters or gifts u gave me. din realise it was in my cupboard all tis while, guess lighting up each n every one of it, marks the each n every bit of u tt i haven let go, seeing the last sparkle light up til the very last sec marks the time tt ive finally stepped out of it, putting everything behind me. though i still miss u at times, but i would still like to thank you for everyting.

2008-08-17T18:07:00.008+08:00

har harlow, im back, back to update, the busy-ness cum lazy-ness had forbid me to update for kind of long? hahaha, ok, im back from stayover at sx house. let me tink wat to update n where to shld i start from, i ended on me being to phuket(n yesh i spelled phukit instead of phuket! laugh yesh laugh. HAHA!)

phuket was pretty gd, juz tt it was kind of short, so all forms of enjoyments were considered rather short. hahaha, main ting for me was the trip to phi phi island, nt sure if u guys heard of it, the sea there was v clear n yesh, my first time snorkeling took place there n then, it was really great experience, but the journey there n back was like 3hrs n 15mins? so its kind of long n sian, so juz lied down n sun tan at the deck of the cruise n of cos slp! hahahaha, dinner n food there was quite okay, nthing much to buy so spend rather little, n trannies there are omg de scary, though technology is so gd cos u can remove yr adam's apple! ah! bad experience, eww! LOL!

on 5th, a tues, met sx n wayne for dinner to buy chi's present, n had KFC! i tell u im really happie, sound like a small kid right? but i haven had it for like AGES!!!! miss the oil n crisp n of cos my fav chicken BREAST meat!!! i ain a freak, juz happen tt i like tt meat the most! HAHAHAHAHA!

on fri met up wif jos for dinner den met jw for 'supper' ate green tea icecream den went to esplanade n to clarke quay, chat at the river n purposely missed the last train, den all took last bus home.

went back to office to do some wrk, picked sx at paya lebar, srry, i was late n the rain was huge, n u fell sick the nx few days =X den went to pick wayne up at yck n off to my house for dinner n watched NDP, so sad, everyone is comparing tt to olympics opening ceremony, really unfair huh, but too bad it cant be helped. hahhaa, den drove to thomson prata shop n had la teh session before driving them to katib n left.

pretty quiet week indeed. hahahah, only til fri, when the same old few met up, its been some time since we 6 really did, hahaha! picked sx n chi up at paya lebar after work, n yesh they were late!! lucky i wasn horned at tt busy road cos they were looking at guys T_T.... hahaha, drove to her place n picked up aud n alvin n cos wayne was late, had to make another trip to fetch him! hahaha, ain i nice? OOPS! but anywa, i wanted to wash my freakin car juz at any freakin petro station but din hav any chance at all, boooo hoooo hoooo! hahahaha, it getting dirty, so we took bus to aston prime, shall nt write too much, pics tells a thousand words =P

on the way to aston prime...

gals starting to camwhore before the food

look wat food can do to a frenship. HAHA!

alvin's pleasure face wif his bun.

this potato skin wif cheese n bacon is really perfect!

black piglet's meat? (if im nt wrong)

angus steak after swimming in red wine for 36 hrs!

pork ribs! nice n soft!

ribeye! superb!

v juicy, red n tender! WOOT!

seriously we feel so pregnant after the meal. haha!

retook so many many times, the owner muz be zzzzz! hahaha!

models wanna be! hahaha...

juz look at aud modelling! (pls dun kill me =X)

haha, the 2 types of moses lim. lol!

doesn sx look like the big lady boss??!!!

i din catch alvins assult, too grossed out by wayne! hahahah!

omg, wat can i say?!

dessert at changi village, the red tea jelly wif longan is real gd! superb! quote of dessert session:"it's the speciality here, you really dun wan to try?" HAHA!! n we looked at some real disgusting, even more muscular trannie than i am who keeps flinging her/his/its hair! OMG, puked! hahaha

on the way back to sx house.

look at wat those freaks have done to my big toe for being the first to slp! ZzZ!

the mess we created tt nite.

still knocked out when the sun was up, really damn tired.

so woke up ate breakfast at sx house den went home, dropped them at the mrt. rushed home to get change for the talk which i was kind of late wif the huge rain adding on to it. zzz, after the talk, met alvin neo, lim, yijin, connie n zixuan to boonlay for the 43rd national day celebration at pioneer, the food was gd, thx for the invite zhong yan! took cab down to neo house to catch bball usa vs spain, as usual, 3rd quarter usa owned their opponents. walked home bathed n slept, so dead tired! hahaha, tmr is mon n start of work again, jia you!!

jia you to ppl whose exams are nearing!

somehow, im getting boring, hmmm......

2008-08-01T07:26:00.002+08:00

harlow! im at budget terminal now, leaving for phukit in like an hour time? hahaha, zzz, internet down, cldn use since yesterday, yawnz... oh well, take care guys while im away! =]

gd time to do meditation there, maybe yoga at the beach as well, goin to enjoy the sun, reading a book by the beach wif ice cold cocktail............. hopefully it doesn shower as stated in the weather forecast =[

loads to update when im back regarding the past week! off...........

2008-07-13T10:43:00.006+08:00

back to update! its been about a week? HA, last week has been pretty slow, nthing much, cant really remember wat happened, BUT,

on wed, met up wif PHS PPL, most are goin into army in the nx few days, oh well, any stage of life, had steamboat in amk, pretty full, n thanks LIM YILIN for spilling a cup of drink on me! XIE XIE NI! LOL.

fri met up wif the same ppl, habits, every fortnightly. went to soba to eat, pretty nice, the smoothness of the soba is really nice, n the fresh wasabi is really really really gd man, for sushi or sashimi lovers, u wouldn eva wan those packed wasabi again if u ever try the fresh ones, though its quite ex, $3.00! HA! den took pics in paragon n sent chi off, thereafter headed to coffee bean wif the rest at the forum, chat abit n left for home. first time tis grp din take night rider or cab(applies to SX only =X) home! tts about it!

well, indeed, this fortnightly habit, would it able to last onces everyone go diff routes in life? uni, army, work, etc.... new life, social circle, different schedules, guess it juz another phase in our lives.... before i leave, shall juz dedicate tis song to u guys, from my all time fav band! backstreetboys! =P

2008-07-06T13:30:00.005+08:00

Finally did some editing to my blog, still decided to stick wif the same skin, i know u guys sure say its boring, BUT u guys hav to admit tt simplicity is nice rite? wahahah, edited the size of the entry part so as not to strain the poor eyes of everyone, so it should look more soothing rite? ESP TO NU ER SHUHUI!! hahaha... it's a sunday, tmr will be back to monday again, weekend has always been passing so darn fast, zzz...

past month had been pretty cool, all the meet ups, all the dinners, fun, stayover at my place, n of cos tiring work, not easy, but still, lifes good no matter wat, cos tts wat i choose it to be. i hope it would start to go the same for the rest of my emo frens or peeps out there? hahaha.

from the drinking session during the stay over at my place, realised i have finally let go of everything, no pain, so aches in the heart tt i hav experienced for so long, a length of time tt i cld hardly imagine or believe tt it was from me. HA! a brand new start, a brand new me...

a brief desciption on wat happened recently.

21st of june, met wayne for dinner at ding tai feng, super last min, den extremely last min, sx joined us after wrk n alvin joined us after his stuff, he brought brownie along, its nice! hahaha, went to drink at balcony AGAIN to find mandy!! she gave tt zzz face when she saw us, but we had a nice time crapping wif her! lol. so drank n crapped den left at about 2.

den met wif tt v few again! went to fetch alvin from paya lebar mrt station den went to amk to meet wayne. den drove again to katib to hav our dinner, u guys shld try, its pretty nice n unique, esp the nor ya fish head! wahahahha, den we headed back to amk again to meet aud n watch wanted. its pretty nice cos angelina is HOT though she kind of old already. ahahahha. went to back to my place n drank beer n chivas beside the pool til like 4 plus, drink, chat, play cards, sing. den i dunno wat happened, guess i knocked out, den headed back to my place at about 6 plus, everyone went to slp with bathing! wahhahahah, zzzz.went to thomson plaza for brunch den to pasir ris to look at nbe den back to alvin's aunty place for dinner before heading back to my place again, so everyone slept about 3, woke up the nx day, tried to finish the 30 chi chong fan we gt the day before from alvin's aunt. haha den everyone headed home while i went to slp again. tired! tis 2 days i drove like mad, n furtherest i ever went =X lol. it was fun n nice to chill out wif them! hahahaha, though chi was absent =X

the kid inside us:

so on tt v day, met up wif np ppl for dinner at waraku casual dining in central, so long din see them lah, so still the same as crappy as eva, anyway tt dinner was to bid jamie farewell whose goin to study in australia on thurs. the food was pretty alright, suppose to be goin to island creamery for supper, provided i drive cos wenqing nt planning to go, so one car isnt enough, but the v nx day i gt work! so decided not to. wenqing drove afew of us back n yep, tts end of the sunday!

cant really remember who i met up wif there after, so back to 3 days ago, met jy n yl for dinner at hongkong coffee shop in yck, ate hor fanss n some dian xin, its nice catching up again, cos it has been pretty much some time! hahaha. thx for the present from taiwan!

met up wif jw for dinner at suntec, dedicated songs to each other at the fountain of wealth, hopefully we will become wealthy! ahahahah, ate muthu curry, damn, its still as ex but not as nice as main brunch. the bloody mutton is freakin spicy man! cldn take it, curry was pretty gd though. ahhahaha. den walked to clark quay before we headed home.

so today is sunday and here i am typing, oh yesh, i finally watched kungfu panda yesterday n incredible hulk today! hahahaha, i know im outdated but well, its okay, no time to watch too much movies anyway! hahahaha. both are nice, one is darn cute n the other is cool! i seriously cant wait for the dark knight, anyone gonna date me out for tt v movie? HOHOHO! tts about it! =]

2008-05-31T21:57:00.006+08:00

hi everyone, im back to update le. now i hav no idea where to start from cos i haven been updating for a v v v v v v long time. alright, i shld start from the earliest event i can tink of.

starting from last last friday. managed to meet up with jw. at first wanted to eat out, but din know wat to eat, so in the end, bought a spring chicken, sushi, garlic bread n japanese eel(forgot if unagi is correct) back to my house to eat. first not family member to be my passenger of my yellow manual kangoo!! u are so sosososo lucky lah, but my skills for manual is still not tt gd, so kind of jerky! LOL. feel so good to eat n chat, talked alot of tings, feel so relax, but time passed pretty fast, so sent her to yishun mrt station wif my dad's lexus, cos he aint in singapore. lol.. jw, u are really lucky, first to be my passenger, n first to sit both cars in a day! lol. my dearest fren, we came a pretty long way, it's really a nice catch up session since both of us are in 2 diff world now. kp tings goin on!! =]

2 days later, met up wif khakis after work at fish n co wheelock, a place where i use to work, all the staffs hav changed, so dunno anyone there anymore. they are shifting out anyway due to high rental fee, tts wat i heard from joan. lol. den we crapped alot as usual, pretty fun, short, rare but fulfilling meetup.

den i cant remember wat happened tru out the week til last sunday, no work, so slacked at home, den went to meet mum n sis at town for dinner at ding tai feng, the xiao long bao is omg!! lol. den went to try out G2000 black label, n tis is when my heart broke!!!! my black spects broke lah!!! im so sad, n it broke at such a 'cannot be broken' part, the welding area. is like so zzz, worst of all, my graduation day is 2 days later. =[

so shopped awhile more den headed to meritus mandarin for the stay over. its a complementory stay given to my dad, the room is damn freakin nice n classy lah!! too bad my dad is overseas, lol. the room!!! woooo hooo! liked it alot. lol. fell aslp while watching tv. woke up nx morning, went to toast box before i head to work.

the v nx day, i tried using super glue to stick my spects tgr, hoping it would hold on!! but everytime i wear for 5secs, it will juz break my heart lah!!!! oman, im so freaking saddddd. so decided to call my spects shop to check if they can make me a spects by today, at least i won be a quarter blind during graduation the v nx day lah. lol. n they managed to do it! but damn, there goes another 200 bucks off my pocket lah. booooo....

it's graduation day! my v last day as a SP student. my mum n sis went, dad still aint back. pretty boring process, first time in my SP life i heard the SP sch song, kind of cannot make it lah! lol. took alot of pics den headed to RC for ding tai feng, walked about SP den went home to slp. lol.

random pics:

few days later, thurs, it's the v last day of work, so everyone, im not selling laptops in funan anymore okay!

back to today, met vin at queensway, had to buy a shoe since all my sports shoes all like entering the dustbin v soon, had laksa n den lost our way finding some icecream place at bukit timah, it was about 4 so i decided i head home first if not im gonna miss my bball session. lol.. guess tts all!

hmmmm, my life in SP ended, afew tings tt i regretted. i won mention here though....

- length of time is nothing, it can heal nthing, u can forget nthing, cos everything lies wif the heart, tt v day i realised tis, was the v day i found out i was still trapped. still learning to release, do u understand? -

to you: y do u try hard to shun from ppl who tries so hard to bring u closer? life dun hav always to be tt hard, tt sad, how u wan life to be, depends on how u control it, im disappointed by tt v act of yours, but i/we still won giv up trying, u dunno the words u say were like really so. i/we still believe tings will change n get betta.

2008-05-02T21:12:00.003+08:00

back to update again!!! okay, tis week no work so far! feeling pretty okay, but super tired by :

National Achiever's Congress is the seminar ive been attending for the past 3 days! at tt place, i get to see 99% adults of cos as usual, but saw a glimse of few young ppl like me! hahaha! tis time, there is improvement, cos usually, or most of the time, when i attend such 'adult' seminars, find it hard to talk to those ppl! but tis time is diff, met afew ppl, some freakin rich, some on the way to rich. they taught me a ting or 2, so i shld say, its a v fruitful 3 days. of cos i learn some stuff from tis seminar as well lah, but one tink i personally felt is tt i din learn as much as i expected. cos first tis ticket isn cheap i suppose and it is more like a 3 day preview of all the speaker's program. the only one i would applaud more than anything is JOE GIRARD. incase u dunno who he is, he is the guiness world record holder for sales figures of automobiles. he made a v inspiring talk n his really passionate!!! i shld say his the only one i would go WOOOO HOOOO!!!! cos it's juz damn good!! hahaha, next year ROBERT KIYOSAKI!!! oman, its gonna be a huge event nx year becos of him sia!!! the author of RICH DAD POOR DAD! lol...

so im resting for today, drove my dad to airport, lucky my mum tagged along if not i will lose my way back home! lol. the yellow kangoo has reached my place once again, though it is manual which i dun like, but somehow, after much practise wif my dad's lexus which is auto, i can drive manual wif no difficulty, i wonder y too!!! hahaha. too bad, the key was taken away for replacement, so i would be driving the lexus instead!!! hehehe. but i dun mind driving the kangoo though, yellow somemore, my bumble bee. lol.

tmr is another course, at trader's hotel behind tanglin mall! nd to figure out how to go again, n tis time 830 to 9pm, so cool huh, same for sunday as well. and monday is the start of work, after a long break! LOL. tts all, take care everyone =]

2008-04-29T06:13:00.005+08:00

Morning!! its so early in the morning! its been quite some time since i woke up tis early! lol, in a while i will be leaving for expo for Congress Seminar! it's gonna be a long day for today tmr n thurs! LOL... yAWNZ!!! random pics down the road =]

Thanks guys! me in Fujistu uniform n my bakerzin cake . lucky the words on it has not been reviewed!! =X

managed to dig out such old pic! maybe like one year ago? so sweet huh?! LOL

Bullion park kids! too bad they hav all shifted to sydney n here i am in one of their house to have dinner! hope they visit me soon! HAHAAHA!

tts all! i nd go! =]

2008-04-28T19:09:00.002+08:00

today is my day!!! resting at home after a real hectic week of work! hahaha, yesterday had headache tru out the day, no idea y. today i slept alot, woke up at 9, to watch dallas mavericks lose! =[ den went back to slp at 12. woke up at 430 feeling tired still =X

it feels good to be able to slack at home, chat, eat, slp, play game, music, movies.......maybe such nx time would be cum friday!! muahahah!

tis week shld be another hectic week again, tmr til thus hav seminar at expo from 815am to 9pm!!! Cries! sat n sun i hav courses from 9am to 9pm at tanglin mall area! tis period is v stressful to me, expectations n outcome. wat would it be like? feeling abit nervous but i won back down!

hopefully tings will turn out well for me! oh yesh, looking tru some letters, i realised i forgot to ask standard few to go for world gormet summit 2008 for at meal, though its kind of costly like 48 bucks a person, but i tink its pretty well worth it sia!!!! but its over le, 2 days ago, lets wait for 2009 den! hahahaha.

tts bout it =]

2008-04-25T11:56:00.002+08:00

26th april
yesh, im wrking now but still gt time to blog! cos im still in another oulet, its boring, worst im alone, i cant really do well in acer n asus, too used to fujitsu n actually prefer fujitsu alone, but too bad now being acer road show, i hav to help out at other outlets due to lack of manpower, yawnz!!!

alright, ive a digit 2 in my age now, fast isn it? when i used to be only 17 plus. lol.. so my bday was 2 days ago, how did i spend it? tis year special, work during my bday, cool, its only 20th bday so nthing much special. lol.. yilin, neo n huida came to find me at my work place n passed me a small cake, thanks!!!

promised weijun to join her clique at town to celebrate bday tgr wif sze rong. aud came by to visit me while i was doing closing n she looked really emo, so talked wif her while i did my work n pei her talk while we walk to the mrt, tis was den a group of ppl held a bday cake n sang a bday song, i was totally stunnnedd n really least expected it, oman, how could i be dumb, i got punked totally! lol. thx aud, jw, sx, vin, jw, w. tis comes the real challenging n worst part i can eva do. i had to choose to contiune goin to meet wj n clique or join the ppl who are nx to me now. thinked v hard, at both ends, it bound to make one side unhappy. in the end i decided to join cls ppl cos they came all the way down. its seriously a diff decision but seems like i have no choice. but i sincerely apologise to u guys cos i din turn up at the v last min. really sorry guys!! and yesh, the cake was surprising, but something on the cake is even more surprising lah!! oman, how could they, still take pic of it, if tt eva leaks out, i will AHHHHHHHHH!!! waahahahhaha. we walked to soup spoon for my dinner cos they hav already eaten at vivo. after dinnering n eating the cake which is darn nice!!! ahahhaa, i knw its exp too, thanks!!! den linus n charlotte joined us, talked abit n all head home le. tts all, v cool day huh!

23th april
went for napfa test at tpy stadium wif vin n wayne. 1st station is pullup, v depressing, way below my expectation, 2nd station add on to the disappointment, gt buttery hands, both times couldn hold the stupid wood properly, damn!!!! the rest some okay some not v okay, so in the end 3 points from getting gold. SHIT mann!! lol... den went to vin house to bathe n slack before heading to sch for recruitment drive, den had captain ball, feel so great though we keep losing cos long time din play le. lol. den headed to clementi for dinner before heading home to slp. tired!!

nthing much to update for now though, yawnz! =]

2008-04-20T20:49:00.002+08:00

alrite! yesh, back wif my frequent update! MUAHAHAHAHA!

today finally off, tmr back to wrk again, yawnz!!! pretty tiring, but nvm lah. hahaha. went to chatterbox wif my family for dinner, the chicken rice which suppose to be the best...... isnt tt fantastic, price is not an issue if its really really good, but dun tink its worth it, cos its really v v v not fantastic, which marks my first n last time to chatterbox le! i still miss pine court, u all shld try, the food there is heavenly, goose liver with red wine! OHMANNNN, it really tastes so good!

met jy chew lim on fri, thanks for the bday celebration at blue jaz, its really a nice place though the chair is damn bloody heavy! wahahahaha, too bad din get to drink some alcohol, i gt the work the nx day anyway. hahaha. the ambience is really really good man, trust me, shall bring tt standard few over there some time soon, so MR A, W n Ms A, C, SX pls freakin take note!!!! =]

nx week only one bloody day off, it sux, i dun like the way tings work over there, im suppose to be a part timer wif 5 working days n u tell me i hav to postpone one off day to other times due to road show, i dun tink tis was brought up anytime during my interview huh! in the next 3 weeks i will be freakin busy, 3 straight days of seminars to attend, 9am to 9pm n 3 other days for some courses, 830am to 9pm. so gonna take alot of leaves, unpaid, but it doesn matter anyway. hahahaha. maybe im gonna work for juz 2 months n shall say goodbye!!

wed would be my only off day, going to hav napfa test n den going back to see recruitment drive n some captain ball games!!!! pretty excited to see them again =]

i shall not explain, no explanation needed, its too late n with no return, juz let it be, fateless indeed....

2008-04-14T22:32:00.002+08:00

today off, so is cuming wed n sunday! last week is pretty tiring sia, only 1 day off.

last fri met w, a, a, sx, cc n ww for dinner at vivo after wrk, went to hei se hui, the food esp the chicken is nice, so tink tt would be the restaurant i might for slightly more often, cos priciing wise still pretty okay, but of cos nt eat everyday lah, den after tt went chi chi PS-ed cos she had wrk next day, the prob is i was conned over cos everyone tot aud gt wrk, so in the end i was the only one left. ww had camp training to attend nx morning so din stay either. so we played snake n ladder wif the shotss, pretty minor, dun dare to drink much cos tmr got wrk sia! lol, nx morning, they r so nice to pei me go breakfast at ya kun before i headed out to wrk. u guys really made my day!!! =]

had wrk yesterday, met jw to go home tgr.

today met wj, cindy n mf to collect grad rope, did i spell correctly? lol, heck, den the aunty flirt wif me!! wahahhaha shyzz, den went to eat at superdog in vivo, walk awhile n headed home.

hope u r feeling alrite sia, the bite was really a bite tt i have never felt before, pls go see doctor soon, dun make me too worried my fren....

last time i use to feel great, den i feel sian so lowered expectation, n now i dun put any expectation to avoid disappointment, dun see the point of meeting up when it suddenly seems to meet up for the sake of meeting up, tts y i was kind of pissed, i did my best my compromising my time, even to the extend to miss some company dinner, in return wif no outcome, its juz a simple meal, if its tt difficult we all shld juz use msn to gather....

im srry tt choices of such hav to be made, tts the best way i can tink of....

half a emo post, i dunno wat to say, im tired n nd slp.. nitez =]

2008-04-09T08:43:00.002+08:00

im finally back, alright, juz feel like blogging now after work today(my 5th day of work), it starts at 1030 n ends at 830, so 10 hours of hardwork! hahahaha, working at funan selling fugitsu laptops, anyone interested can find me, lol... hmmmm, pay v low after cpf, so hav to work super hard for sales liaoo, but still pretty good cos managed to have a pretty high gross profit, 4 digit already considering the fact im still new and only 4 days, lol.....

work still pretty fine, ppl there really very nice...

hmmm, FO camp juz ended, games day juz ended. games day, abit low sia, the participants, oman, nthing to say n dun wan to add. LOL, but gd ting is u get to know new ppl during camp, not only freshies but year 2s too, many types of ppl, from quiet to loud to fierce to shy etc... pretty interesting every year =P

suddenly theres nothing to write now, shit! hahahaha, oh yesh, have to thank alvin for travelling ard to help me buy my shorts! thanks bro!!! wahahahhahah, wayne's bday is over, upcoming would be alvin's and there after would be mine! 22nd APRIL!!!!

ive graduated!! theres alot of tings im starting to miss, one of them is captain ball! team XYZ and of cos intercons team, the sweat n pain we have been tru, XYZ, we made it, and hope u guys would be able to be the title defender which the years to come, for intercons, we almost made it, we were really almost there for 2 straight years, but well, every year is a lesson learnt, so tink tis year should be CLS year? jia you guys! =]

met up wif chew lim n zeng for lim bday, though v short meetup session at MOF, cos i end v late, but its still pretty gd, managed to get some laughters in everyone.

everyone has their fair share of problems, ive mine too, some u wish tt did not happen, some u wish tt happen, some tt u regret, some tt u feel guilty of, n even worst, some u dun even know wat n how to feel...

2008-04-05T22:41:00.002+08:00

SHERALIN HERE :D Hahaha. Alex asked me to help him update, that explains why I'm here. Hahahaha.

BAH LALALALALALA I DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY MAN.

[AiR LeX 41] --bLaCk LaBeL-- says:
if i were to update for u
[AiR LeX 41] --bLaCk LaBeL-- says:
hmmmmm
[AiR LeX 41] --bLaCk LaBeL-- says:
i wld say
[AiR LeX 41] --bLaCk LaBeL-- says:
i feel v guilty suddenly
SHERALIN says:
huh
SHERALIN says:
HAHA
[AiR LeX 41] --bLaCk LaBeL-- says:
cos i did not let gd alex sign on my stupid cast

LOL WTH. Ya, my stupid cast..... Taaa daaaa!
Wenya helped him sign his big name on my stupid cast. Hahaha.

Okay I'm going off. I seriously don't know what to say :/ MOO LALALALALALA.

2008-02-28T22:53:00.000+08:00

met jiawen at khatib mrt station. she was just a little bit late. hehe. went down to herren to spend the stupid vouchers. you know it was a really sad day for both of us. its so so difficult to spend it la. grrr. and i showed my true colours man. trying to make her buy ex stuff so tt i can buy sell her my voucher. hahaha. okay so after walking ard for 2 rds we decided we shld go back to num to buy slipper. i just anyhow chose one slipper. then we saw this ladybird slipper. i wanted to buy it so much. cause its so cute and funny! but jiawen stop mi from buying. and we ended up keep laughing at tt shop because of tt slipper. i'm so throw face. aha. then went to central this hk cafe at taka. the food there not bad. haha. then had the mango sago cream. and im so bloated. haha. then walked all the way to dhoby ghaut. okay then we started too look at cars and talk abt cars. then we saw rolls-royce. im so noob lo.. i nv see tt before. wahahhahahaha. all thanks to jw for telling me. haha.

jiawen rocks.

Alex is busy!

2008-02-04T23:33:00.000+08:00

Alex is busy eating bakgua, so he doesn't have the time to update his blog filled with cob-webs! :\

hiak hiak.

wishing everyone a very happy Chinese New Year in advance! cos I bet he'll still be too busy munching on bakgua-s.. =)

tatas!

2007-12-21T21:08:00.000+08:00

ok, here cums my Frequent update! lol..

first would be bday celebration for clarence bday on sunday, met and went to ding tai feng in paragon. ordered a variety of food to share n of cos 10 pcs of xiao long bao, n guess wat? the waiter sent us another 10, to be sure before eating we checked the receipt afew times n its correct lah, we ordered only 10, so who cares we juz eat, FOR FREE!!! indeed xiao long bao in ding tai feng is really GOOD!!! lol.

its monday, had to meet wayne n alvin to buy their AD n D clothes, everyone was late due to rain n yesh i was the latest, 1 hr late, is really due to the heavy rain, din wan to bring umbrella but really no choice so had to bring a bag too, zzz. met them at bugis, alvin gt his so called 'flowery' shirt, den wayne's turn, to get his black jeans, went to many shops, from levis to topman to esprit, n shuzhen joined us halfway, finally go to levis in raffles city n we were stuck there like more than an hour? cos everyone had diff opinion of the 2 black jeans cutting, so wayne tried 2 cuttings of diff sizes, so in n out in n out of the changing room he went, jia wen joined us a the levis shop cos she was LATE meeting me. lol, so finally everyone gt their clothes so me n jw left to meet ww at kenny rogers in MS. i was so broke so jw decided to treat me dinner as my BELATED bday present, pretty gd food. it was already about 815 den so we walked to crazy elephant, the firrst pubbing session as a promise for her 18th bday. i went there first to ensure the surprise was in order while ww tried to drag time bringing her to the toilet, n of cos lazy, im nt goin into details, alvin, jenn, kevin, xinyu n alan was there to surprise her til tears, pretty gd huh! so we had out drink n finally left for home =] n yesh, the music was damn bloody loud n a pretty hot waitress of bloodddyy UNFRENLY, she muz be having moodswing i guess. lol..

Wed was Annual Dinner & Dance, shall not go into too details bout wat happened, cos its juz pretty normal, but it was pretty gd, most ppl dressed up nicely, but not according to the theme of Royal Masquerade, only WW did a gd job,yesh, she look great n won the best dressed award, for the guys, a wang fei hong guy won. ahahaha, shall do more commenting, first the food was poor, for my tastebuds at such a place, so pretty disappointed cos tot a request of upgrading the menu would be done, but it din. n the floor plan during balloting is different from the actual place, for tt im seriously unhappy about lah, since i promised them best seats, but it din really happen for table 19. the MC was good, but some of his jokes were abit offending though, but pretty good i shld say. thanks to my 'NICE' frens, i was sabo-ed as captain of team B, though din do much, but pretty fun lah, the games were quite interactive which resulted in me eating super little lah, wasted sia. lol. had to go buy soya bean milk after AD n D to fill my stomach. lol. took alot of pics, so shld form a gd book of memories, after the whole event, went to watch national treasure, tried pretty hard to stay awake ccos kind of tired lah, ended bout 3 plus den went to find ww n jw since the rest wanted to go home. so we chatted n walked about n waited for the first train to go home, everyone was so shaggged. ahahah. i reached home at 7am ,omg sia. ahhaha... so like wat everyone said, end of AD n D marks the end of our poly life, so time really flew by so freak fast, tinking back i was juz a noob in FO camp, nw im afew months from graduating n cums NS, haish, gonna miss everyting in poly =[ sharing some pics below =]

random pics on top, cant do caption, gt prob wif alignment. zzz.

no emo entry for today, leave it to nx time =]

2007-12-16T12:11:00.000+08:00

wat a way to end my 2nd last semester juz afew days ago. and it ended in a v sad way, or suckish lah.

had semi finals against spsu, it sux, we lost, by 2 points. the whole team tried very hard, but juz couldnt get it going, 2nd half was betta, but time was juz not on our side. height and mass is indeed wat u nd to play a gd game, a fact tt i refused to believe only after tt match, somehow i juz chose to believe. their guy players were all at least 185 and are real damn muscular, im only 175 n pretty skinny, marked mao quan mainly, tried to screen all the guys n defenders, but pretty much din really work very well, they were juz too strong, i was kind of pushed around, well, i tried, though wasn v effective, but still i tink it was a gd match, for tis match i admit defeat, though they played rough, cos its our fault we din respond wif roughness too, unlike last yr SMA used such fucked up way to win. nvm, anyway thanks SB for cheering for us and those who came down to support us. yesh, im as disappointed as the rest of the year3s, we failed the 2nd yr straight in semis and by 2 points again. WOW. it sux! its time i should really start building up, really hope dun hav to take protein powder.

To HUAT JIN - u r a gd captain, everyone could see that, i knw u put alot of weight on yr shoulder n u tried v hard to carry tis team tru. but not always would tings go our way no matter how we tried, u breaking down infront of us showed how much tis whole ting mattered to u, n yesh, for all tis, u really got our respect! gd job CAPTAIN! =]

Went to ballot ADD table as well, pretty gd, is cuming wed =]

so that story added on to my already super thick 'story book' of the same genre, admit i was putting abit of hope but well, it was dashed, i trust easily but i lose trust even easier, i've seen alot of tings, heard even more tings, juz to let me tink i shld juz giveup on such stuff n conc on other more important tings. AUD told me tis, wat u are looking for is already almost extinct. i guess so...

no expectation = no disappointment, how true.

i couldn wake up today!! damn it man!!! cant send my sis off to hongkong! shit shit shit!!! sianzz..

later meeting ww joan n clar to celebrate his bday, tmr for jiawen bday =]

2007-12-12T13:51:00.000+08:00

im gonna update more regularly, hols is cuming! today is officially 1 week since fyp ended. last sat was damn suay, after the junior meet senior session, went to hav lunch at tiong bahru plaza LJS. den rushed down to braddell to play bball wif huiyee's sec sch frens, after 10mins, it started to rain. zzz. so went home n put my stuff before goin down to playagain, after shooting 3 balls, it started to rain, really so suay lah!! so played for bout 11 mins i guess. really damn suay sia!!! haishh, so no choice go home. haha

monday had mrs ku's quiz, shld hav done pretty badly bah i guess. jia lat, its a ICA module.

TUES i had no schOOL! but DAMNNN had to go for director's dialogue session from 5 to 6pm. freakin sian lah. so met PC at 330pm for lunch n she was late! ahahah, chatted abit n went down to tt session, ended 6 plus den went down to yishun to meet ws. went to get golden compass tix. planned to eat chicken rice but the stall was closed, so we walked back to so tt we cld eat fried hokkien mee, guess wat? it was closed too! so suay lahh!!! so no choice, went to foodcourt to hav chicken chop, den a old couple sat beside us n chatted wif us abit. quite funny cos they managed to link some topics to our conversation lah. lol.. den went to watch the movie, pretty good. ended ard 1020, went to eat tau hui, some ppl v weird, eat glass jelly wif you tiao, WEIRD =X din knw theres such place in chong pang, cooL sia! lol. nice place to go supper! n yesh, she cheated me, suppose to eat you tiao wif tou hua drink instead of tau hui, so i became as weird as her! hope she doesnt see tis. lol. eat til bout 1130? den went home. =]

today!!! damn sian nw, nd to rot til 530 for training, damn, really wasting my youth n precious time. ZZZ.. tts all for nw.

christmas is cuming =]

this is the last time im goin to mention tis here, i did wat i should, i did wat i tink was right, u juz weren mature enough to handle tings properly, but its okay, becos ppl who saw wat happened, juz reflect everyting bout u, not many wld hav seen tt side of u, its okay, im juz glad tt everyting hav ended, kind of like world peace, cos i tolerated all i cld den, i kp mum on almost everything, i gave u lots of face. n really tt was the best i cld do. but i still wld like to thank you, cos i got moulded n i learnt so much.

one tink i hav to make it clear for nw, i will nt mention anything or anyone who do nt matter in my life, unless u r sure u r, dun assume.

2007-12-06T21:16:00.000+08:00

yo!!! hi everyboday! i knw u guys miss me like crazy! my last post is so long ago, u shld knw ive been real busy wif FYP, n the gd news is ITS OVER YESTERDAY!!!!! im done wif FYP!!!! had our presentation yesterday, i shld say it was gd n i was really impressed, congrats to my teammates shiqi n yoshika, cos they presented really well compared to rehearsals, including me as well lah, n yesh, ppt went on well! GLAD =] no sacrifice no victory, how true, n i hope its really true cos all of us sacrificed so much of our time, n hope it wld pay off =] srry to all the ppl i have neglected during tis period n dates tt i hav postponed n reject at the same time. so srry, finallly can make up to it le =] a huge load off my shoulders finally, im sure everyone hoped for tis day to come, n it was finally here yesterday =]

went to NYNY at cityhall after fyp presentation, left the sch bout 7? sherman n PC had fyp ppt too, but huiyun n meifang had to wait for us bout 5 hrs? but gd lah, use tis chance to finish up their ppt for nx week, jia you to those whose ppt are nt over although i kp laughing at u guys! OOPS!!! PC missed sch today, due to indigestion from yesterdays dinner at NYNY, tts prettty funny, do get well soon though! ahahahaha...

some of my tots during my fyp period, i mean small tots from my tagboard lah, first is my nu er ying huan who tagged me n i cldn reply til nw, even though we seldom contact since FO camp, i was really touched to see her tag- "huan: YES hilton cheese cake is damn good! Anw, laopa how r u? Super bz ya. Mus jiayou k. & i saw u at lib ytd, but u like blind nv see me sia." though its juz a short tag but somehow, im touched, cos it really encouraged me, thx NU ER! =] im not forgeting those who wished me gd luck n gave me encouragement okay, it juz a feeling tt somehow i cant really describe, im sure those who hav the same experience understands wat im talking bout yea?

alright, i shall update my schedules aheadd, i mean schedules after my exams, so tt u all can choose other days to date me out! muaauahahahahha! 5th to 18th Feb, i will be in europe wif my family, n 4 to 12 march will be in sydney wif yilin n sis, jas, alvin, dalun. there after, tink NS will be pretty near liao bahh, so fast sia, im gonna grad soon!! oman, suddenly feel like time so fast n hope im nt losing the grasp of it.

ADnD cuming le, in 2 weeks time, still dunno wat to wear, so ma fan, 2 weeks hols for us to study, 3 wks left in the nx term n say hi to exams, so fast sia, oman... i hope for more time in poly =[

hmmm, one of my v fren tt matter to me haven really talk to me yett. thanks for giving me well wishes for my fyp ppt, but hope it isn for the sake of courteousy, cos the feeling juz feels different. is tis how tings gonna end? i oso dunnoo, cos nthing has been certain......if it really ends tis way, i guess frenship is equally vague n vunerable as r/s. haiz.

maybe i nt a gd fren afterall, smthing tt i shld giv some serious tots...

2007-11-16T12:59:00.000+08:00

im feeling extremely grumpy recently, bad appetite wif food, bad temper. yesh, im tired, like every other year 3s out there.. 10 more days, jia you alex, u will be out of tis shit soon... its been so long.

yesh, getting zi bi talking to myself, the only words to encourage myself...

2007-11-15T12:19:00.000+08:00

im finally here to update again, yesh, same opening every time. haha. juz flunGG my quiz. SIANZ lah, im so sadd, nyesh, i overslept n miss first my 2 hrs lesson, n yesh, missing it made me miss smthing else too! secret, keke... haish, im so bloody tired tts y din touch my blog, yesh... okay, lets update shortly, went raffles town club on last fri for mum bday, ate at the jap restaurant, the food was disappointing, haish, not v nicee.. zz. dun worth the money at all sia.. but its okay, the serving was small as well so really ordered alot of food to fill our stomach, the garlic rice is like shit!!!!! nw it made me miss the garlic rice from the club last time, i forgot the name. oops, but the fried garlic rice there from the jap restaurant is really WOOO HOOOOO!!!!! 2 days ago went for office dinner at meritus mandarin hotel, either the restaurant at 38 level or the restaurant at 5 level, i miss the one at 38 floor esp their goose liver wif red wine! is like OMG!!!!!!! but the 5 lvl one oso nt bad, it comes wif a free lobster, n its pretty big, so tts the ting tt make the 65 bucks per pax worth it.. hahaha.. 2 days ago, my mum office gave her hilton cheese cake! is damn nice!!!!! i wanted to recommend everyone hilton cheese cake, original one, nt those wif flav one, SUPER nice!! yummm... okay, enough bout food.

intercons so far is pretty gd, won all, nx match wld be semifinals against SMA, finally gt chance liao, my final yr, final chance, i will kill uu guys! lol, my ankle is failing me, haven heal yet, zz, napfa nx wk, shit, im date, gonna fail!! haishh, pls dun fail me! n yesh, im so bloody busy wif fyp n work n quiz, wish me gd luck ppl! i wanna chatch wif u all soon my bros n sis n FRENS!! LOL =]

2007-10-21T10:36:00.000+08:00

back to update again, juz update wat happened recently,

first wld be celebration of ww n joan bday! =] we met on a sunday, n i was late, i shld say the lastest, cos i forgot to bring ww bday present so had to head all the way back home again, so cannot really blame OKAY! met at bugis, 30mins late den went to seafood harvest to reserve seats for 7pm. went to walk ard, see see look look, talk crap den went back to the restaurant. we took bloodly hell like 40mins to decide on wat to eat n look 30 mins to eat n another 30 mins to talk, tink the waitress there quite pissed wif us! oops! after tt went decided to go pub n bugis strt but too shld be closed at tt late hour, so walked towards the pub, it was closed as well! sianzz, so walked towards suntec n DAMN!! we walked wrong route n had to cross 2 expressway, so bloodly dangerous n lucky no traffic police there to fine us lah, den still walk jungle trail lor, wif loads of mud n toads sia, imagine doin all those wif jeans, omg, my jeans almost split lah!! oman, but laughed all the way, den went into carrefour, on the way out, tt stupid ww made me hit a pole n attracted so much attention, gdness, so PS!!den went to sit outside a restaurant n prepared the cakes, n sianz, no lighter, tried borrowing n even had the idea of askin the waiter of carls junior to light up the candle using their stove. zzz.. lol, den manged to borrow =]

now for sports league tt took place on fri, it was a pretty gd one against polymer team n linus team, yesh, luck do cum in but im still confident tt even if my team ends up in another group, the result would not differ, this msg is across to those who tinks my team won juz by pure luck, mark my words by ALEX NG ZHANG HAO! im not trying to be arrogant here, but dun like ppl looking down on my team, esp tt fucking arrogant team, if only we had chance to play against u to kp yr bloody mouth shut, arrogant ASS! but anyway tues will be the finals against yong zhen team, finally the few yr 3s, we have finally made it tis far after like 2 plus years? n to the yr 1s n 2s, u guys are doin real great, jia you for finals! team XYZ jia you! =]

XYZ gals - wanwei, shuzhen, nana, xinyu
XYZ guys - alex, arnold, alvin, andy, jianwei, shaoyong

2007-10-09T23:17:00.000+08:00

pls clap, im back to updatE again! yesh, shall juz briefly mention wat happened so far! nw 3rd week of schling, seriously! its damn BLODDY SIAN okay!!! haizz... during hols, went for IC camp, shall not be too detailed. den nthing much too. hmmm, today is WANWEI n YILING BDAY! happie bday! tmr wld be JOAN bday! khakis gonna meet on fri! glad huh, v diff to meet up wif all diff time schedule. met up for yiling bday, n ate at sakae, hope u enjoyed though its a short n simple one =] n thx jw for accompanying me to buy stuff! ahahaha, left 2 more stuff to buy!!! zzz, had training yesterday, changed the style, not too bad though 2 din turn up. sianz, nthing much to update too! im so tired, yesh!!! FYP is really getting sianz, doin it since the start of yr3 til nw, indeed, too long gets boring, but on the other hand hope for extra time so can complete tings!!! ahahaha, my update pretty mono.... zzz...

i saw the naked truth, finally realised n managed to piece all the tings tgr, u r pretty smart, pretty gd actor, but too bad, i saw it all, hahahaa, gd luck to u =] to u, fren or foe? u made me doubt u the 2nd time, wat can i say, its none of my biz anymore, so dun bother me wif anything of tt regard.

i cant change my face tt has a P.B. or H.H.G.Z written on it, but it doesnt anymore, cos i aint one, but again i dun believe anything on being too nice either, cos tis world is pretty black, betta be smart so u won get eaten up unknowingly.

sports league is nx week! the last time i can play wif a team tt managed to remain wif no roster change for almost a year! saw improvements in bonding n abit of skills? i suppose, hope tis time can get a gd ranking for the last competition fellow yr3s can play for, playing wif yr heart is the only ting i wld ask for, cos tts when u wld perform at yr best. so jia you guyS! =]

2007-09-22T14:36:00.000+08:00

no more emo post for the time being, or at least for tis entry! OOPS!
when will i get to drive her man!!! im waiting dad, LOL!

beauty! =]

2007-09-19T21:57:00.001+08:00

alrite, finally here to update, if nt ppl start @$#@&^#^^#@% me again! LOL!

hmmm, went to sentosa wif ww jiawen n clar on sat. actually the gals wanted to take cable car, but the guys were reluctant so in the end no more! lol... go the same for songs of the sea! ooops :X was totally baked under the sun lah! gdness! lol... den went to eat at a hk restaurant. had cheese steak bake rice n hot lemon honey drink, the steak taste pretty fake though, lol.. den wanted to leave asap cos feeling pretty sick since friday den nx day still gt smrt challenge, in the end all left, its damn cold everywhere i go lah, n i was wearing sleeveless somemore... tortured all the way home. bathed n popped 2 panadol hoping to tt they wld heal me for tmr before slp.

sunday, woke up pretty sick still, ate abit of breakfast n popped another 2 panadol, my nose is so heavily blocked, n wats worst, its raining, so ask mum fetch me to yck mrt den went to meet them a orchard. when the race started, well done, its raining pretty heavily, n wow! im sick n still ran in the rain, lol.. so sianzz.. first stop had a big mistake so wasted quite alot of time, n theres one f up grp who hav so little sportsmanship, full of crap, tried to block my team away n cover clues n ans, but in the end, we still win them, getting position 24th! well done UNCLE MUTTON!!!(my grp name =]) den went to cine to eat sushi buffet, everyone was so tired lah, eat n half a slp, finally finished n get to go home to slp, panadol isnt v effectively actually, n thus im sick til today! but finally betta le lah.. yupzz..

yesterday, went to funan to repair my spoilt portable hardisk, n lucky me, jia wen accompanied me! since she so free, nvm lah huh.. lol.. den they exchanged a new one for me, hehehehehe.. walked to bugis n along the way, oman, i love those streets, get to see alot of MERCS, LEXUS, BMW, JUGUAR! oman, really a street full of luxury cars lah! n amazingly, tt stupid jw happen to knw pretty lot bout cars, dunno since when sia, lol.. den took train to bugis to change some stuff, den went to get some pies at cottage pies den go pasir ris park eat, some stupid cat is pretty irritating there, tried to seduce me den den sat on the stool nx to mine, den on the table den came so near to our food! n jw freaked out!! AWAHAHAHAHHAHA!!! so we shifted... den play at the playgrd, hmmm, really so long nv play at playgrd le, feel pretty young though gt a no of kids much younger lah, saw alot of sp frens! lol... den after tt went home le.

ppl do change, some for the betta, some for the worst, but some, change for neither the betta nor worst, juz changed... like me...

realised i aint superman, ive changed, tis time for the better, i dun tend to tink too much, broad over stuff too long n get affected too much, cos it wont change the ending anyway.

will u n i collide?

wait...

2007-09-16T22:57:00.000+08:00

so long din update le, nt gonna update nw, damn freakin tired, burnt, sick..... n the list goes on... shall go n slp, will update soon!

stop decieving yrself,
wait...

2007-09-02T10:21:00.000+08:00

apple is an apple, orange is a orange. an apple can nv change into orange. even if the apple is willing to do so, after sometime, the apple, trying to be an orange, finds out it's still red n not orange, n it all hits back to square 1. so dun bother trying to change apple, juz let apple be an apple, bt apple can try to blend wif orange, tts y theres apple orange juice.... wats the possibility of a peeled orange taking an apple as the orange they hoped for? may sound crap but its okay...

to some, theres nv such tings as trying too hard or trying too long, no matter how hard or long u try, it's still considered nt hard n long enough. to others, trying too hard or too long will cause it to work backwards. to wat extent are both statements true? a very sujective question or opinion cos it depends on the indivduals themselves. if u happen to read tis entry, try asking yrself, which side are u standing on den... i see quite a no of ppl trying v hard n long, but tings dun wrk out as desired, so slowly, letting go abit n let nature take its course, but is it really tt way? or tings juz went stagnent again... use to try v hard, but nw, no drive, maybe more protective of individual self... i see smthing happening in a mth time, hav been quite accurate on such predictions i shld say so far, ren dou shi fan jian de, standing at the entrance of a lion's den, u forsee danger but u juz tend to step in, sometimes unknowingly, but mostly willingly. ironic n weird how ppl react to such stuffs rite? many wld find thousand and one reasons or frens ard them to convience themselves bout some decision or mindset, but in they heart, they already knw wat they really wan and carries a hope tt it wld cum true... so wats the reason they carry certain words or sentences ard their lips? trying to show ppl the strong side of them? many phrases hav becum uncertain and varies wif diff circumstances n situations. 'smthing tings dun cum in a first cum first serve basis', dun tink tis statement is tt true after all... many contiune to carry hope even though they see an end, wld tt be considered as false hope? many wld try their v best to find hope even in the slightest actions or words tt are used, but little did they knw those were juz neutral and are used generally for almost everyone. knwing tis fact might hav dashed all the hopes u were carrying in the heart... tts the reason y most ppl tend to stand on the neg side so as to prevent themselves from feeling disappointed after knwing truths tt arent wat they wld like to knw. its not possible to change the impression of the world regarding u, but u can change the impression of yourself of ppl u feel tt matters to u... tts a true statement, but everything happens for a reason, how ppl feel bout u depends on the way u potrait yrself n the msg u bring across to others, n impressions are usually formed by word of mouth, so everything does matters, but its too exhausting to change everything,u may not even succeed... dilemmia in all decisions tt shld be made rite? juz 1 mth, but wif plus n minus, we shall see, i'll wait though, it seems like a stupid idea but tis is the road ive chosen again n im prepared for the worst.... time wld tell =]

actually wanted to dedicate afew songs to diff ppl, but juz cant find suitable ones. so...

to u:

You'll Be Safe Here - Rivermaya

Nobody knows
Just why we're here
Could it be fate
Or random circumstance
At the right place
At the right time
Two roads intertwine

And if the universe conspired
To meld our lives
To make us
Fuel and fire
Then know
Where ever you will be
So too shall i be

Close your eyes
Dry your tears
'coz when nothing seems clear
You'll be safe here

From the sheer weight
Of your doubts and fears
Weary heart
You'll be safe here

Remember how we laughed
Until we cried
At the most stupid things
Like we were so high
But love was all that we were on
We belong

And though the world would
Never understand
This unlikely union
And why it still stands
Someday we will be set free.
Pray and believe

When the light disappears
And when this world's insincere
You'll be safe here
When nobody hears you scream
I'll scream with you
You'll be safe here

Save your eyes
From your tears
When everything's unclear
You'll be safe here

From the sheer weight
Of your doubts and fears
Wounded heart

When the light disappears
And when this world's insincere
You'll be safe here

When nobody hears you scream
I'll scream with you
You'll be safe here

In my arms
Through the long cold night
Sleep tight
You'll be safe here

When no one understands
I'll believe
You'll be safe,
You'll be safe
You'll be safe here
Put your heart in my hands
You'll be safe here

its a freakin long post, tink those who read til there shld be quite pro lah.. lol... tts all!

2007-08-30T01:23:00.000+08:00

somehow, feel like im fighting a losing battle... =(
maybe i wasn even on track in the very first place...

2007-08-29T22:40:00.001+08:00

its such a weird day yesterday! hahaha, suppose to meet at 130, but due to heavy rain, change to 230, den change to 3, due to so many changes i was terribly late! n i forgot to bring 2 most impt stuff, DVD for the nite n minds free 2hr voucher. SHIT! gt #@$&*&^&%^@#%^& by them! lol, but we still went minds den played for 2 hrs n had dinner there, den chiong to snow city, we were like 30 min late, but when we reach, still ok lah, werent tt late after all. lol..

snowboarding is damn fun!!! kp my mind off any probs! really super fun sia!! but its a exp sports lah, still wondering if shld take up tis sports.. hmmm.. den after it ended, went to clar hse wif ww n clar himself of cos, den he drove us out wif his sis to go eat prata den went back. played a card game, forgot the name! gt trashed by clar n ww, shit, they are experienced player so cant blame me lah! wahahha! den finished a bottle of wine wif clar, ww had juz alittle, den after we all chat chat chat til bout 5 plus? den fell aslp... haha... ww left early for fyp, den me clar woke up at bout 1 plus, played some game den went for lunch... tired sia...

hmmm, 4 of us seems to hav probs of our own sia, hope yr probs will be solved soon n u guys will stay happie n everything will be alrite! to u my bro, hope u r feeling betta nw, do cheerup =] anyway still like to thank god tt we are still so freakin close despite meeting like less than 5 times a year? thx khakis! meet up soon =]

distractions...

2007-08-27T21:52:00.000+08:00

hmmm, today quite a relaxing day before alvin msged me at 2 plus when we r supposed to meet at 5... so rushed out of the hse.. den after tt went to check stuff at my lab for 5 min den went to meet alvin n wayne, they made me walk here n there... zzz.. den went to queensway to settle stupid jersey sizes prob. went to chill n eat at ikea, had lots of ball jokes, lol, 10 balls are quite filling some more cos had to go home for dinner. we really chat alot n im so glad finally theres ppl who understand.... im gladd... we chat bout everything, things tt cannot be exposed here, haha, aud, ps ah, u cldn cum cos u in were at malaysia, so dun complain we din jio u hor!! ahahahaha, den went home for dinner, damn full lah...zzz..

time will tell, take a few steps forward n let time do the talking, like wat almost everyone agree, if meant to be, it will meant to be, juz whether taking a longer, tougher route or a shorter n simplier route. alot of tings, the harder u try, the further it is from u... but tt doesnt mean not trying at all lah! WAHAHAHHAHAHA!!! abit dun hav courage to take big risk anymore, i've becum more vunerable, so let nature take its course.... n ans nature's call =P

tmr meeting clar ww for snowboarding! joan! hope u can make it at nite over at clar hse =]

wed goin back to foodtech to take ingredients

thurs meeting up wif alvin aud wayne

fri fyp den gt office dinner! srry guys! i cant make it for narfa training! any way to postpone it? ahahhaa.... hmmm, i dun wan to drag training!!! zzz... but no choice =(

wish me gd luck =]

2007-08-26T15:57:00.000+08:00

im finally update le huh! gt my nba live 07, 08 wld be cuming out in oct! here i cum! wahahha.. yesterday went to oreo organised bbq, hmmm, the turn up for yr 1 abit, hahaha, dun nd to say, or shld i say the whole turn up quite hahaha, yr3 only gt like 5 lah can. lol.. had some talkings n stuff, weix n daniel lao pa came, he slimed down alot. lol.. much darker le, my turn cuming soon, go army sure fit one, so nw nt so muscular nvm. lol... less than a wk before fyp starts, wld be goin back down to queensway to settle jersey ting, f-up shop waste our precious time.. nvm.. tues wld be meeting up wif khakis for snowboarding den staying over at clar hse.. will be looking forward to tt. fri will be the start of narfa trainig, so jia you to us. haha... i oso dunno wat to update... hmmm, hav listened to secret ost like almost 50 times le, those tracks are damn nice n i cant wait to get the dvd once its out, transformers too! lol... to all, enjoy yr hols! =]

maturity doesn cum wif age, u will tend to laugh at your childishness nx time, juz like i did, nt tt im v mature now though, juz a general opinion.

ppl tend to judge books by its cover, so much so tt ppl juz assume wifout finding out real facts, it juz happens everywhere rite? some books hav extreme nice covers but shit content, ppl like them. some books hav shit cover but swt, great, nice, all the gd stuff u can tink of in the content, ppl like them too. both are extremes but kind of well accepted? if tis book hav both nice cover n great content, u will hav endless readers of cos. but for those average ones, juz hav to say gd luck, if u manage to find a reader, gd for u, if nt, juz kp trying harder. tink tis is a sad fact of life, isnt it?

its juz a form of randomness...

2007-08-13T12:05:00.001+08:00

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light not our darkness that most frightens us. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine as children do. It's not just in some of us; it is in everyone. And as we let our own lights shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.

2007-08-04T21:25:00.000+08:00

gd things happens, bad things as well... some u dunno if its gd or bad, maybe juz grey or neutral bah... abit lost abt wat i wanna blog abt,dunno how to express my feelings or wat i wanna say... hmm... nvm.. many ppl are heartbroken recently, it juz proves tt in tis world, such things is nv fair, if it is meant to be, no matter how screwed up tings are, tings will still be intact, if nt, no matter how much effort u put in or try, the end result will juz be a huge let down or disappointment. isnt it? some ppl ask y so long le still nt attach? the reply was wld u accept the person u hav no feelings for? (no reference pls, juz smthing i heard). some ppl wld juz try to find tt v spark, some succeed but guess most shld hav failed bah, assumption..

hav u ever felt helpless, when u knw its a lion's den infront, but someone close to u wishes to walk towards it even though heshe knws bout the danger n despite your disapproval. wat wld u do to react? i took quite a long time to finally figure wats the best ting u can do, cos i was juz reminded ive no rights over wat heshe wans to do. isn it? maybe some juz prefer the thrill bah... guess it applies to me as well.. juz hope u dun get hurt...

u may tink im bad, mean... but i guess tts the best ting i can do le bah... do u eva walk back to the past?? i did, many times, i knw tt was a dumb thing to do but i juz contiuned walking... n end up meeting many obstacles, u may say im dumb, i think so too, but i juz cant help it... ren dou shi fan jian de.. so true isnt it.. ahaha... hope u hav started to take steps forward like wat ive seen...

so eager to post tis entry though quite lost in ways to express myself.. dun reference pls.. all r juz personal tots.......

its time to walk a different direction...

2007-07-28T17:50:00.000+08:00

back to update le!!!exams cuming le! so to all. pls study hard including me!!! WAHAHAHA!!! nthing to much to update.. yesterday had abit of captain ball training den went to eat at vivocity... still happie though only half the team turned up... can fill the bond start to be there le, den went to chill at admirity wif wayne den took train home n slp. a very gd talking n catch up, allow you to rest your head when u gt a listening ear nx to u.... tired nia...

my dad gave me a montblanc pen!!! WOO HOOO!! damn nice but bu she de use sia, so think only put on my table bah.. lol... gt 2 creative in ear earpiece, 1 for my sis bday n one for myself... quality is really much betta than my current one.. lol... i feel very broke suddenly bt still managable, after exams, dun tink gt time to wrk part time too, gonna put alot of effort into my fyp cos it has ended for preparation for upcoming exams, jia you bah!!

in life, shit always happens, but it would be meaningful if u can find the essence as precious as gold or diamond in it... dun turn numb, cos u might be insensitive as a result and not anyone enter your life even if they are sincere,wayne told me this, find it v true =]

every obstacle i meet, i learn, thank god i do... leading a happie life now, thanks to ppl ard me =]

From underneath the trees, we watch the sky
Confusing stars for satellites
I never dreamed that you'd be mine
But here we are, we're here tonight

Singing Amen, I, I'm alive
Singing Amen, I, I'm alive

If everyone cared and nobody cried
If everyone loved and nobody lied
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride
Then we'd see the day when nobody died

And I'm singing

Amen I, Amen I, I'm alive
Amen I, Amen I, Amen I, I'm alive

And in the air the fireflies
Our only light in paradise
We'll show the world they were wrong
And teach them all to sing along

Singing Amen, I, I'm alive
Singing Amen, I, I'm alive
(I'm alive)

If everyone cared and nobody cried
If everyone loved and nobody lied
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride
Then we'd see the day when nobody died

If everyone cared and nobody cried
If everyone loved and nobody lied
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride
Then we'd see the day when nobody died

And as we lie beneath the stars
We realize how small we are
If they could love like you and me
Imagine what the world could be

If everyone cared and nobody cried
If everyone loved and nobody lied
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride
Then we'd see the day when nobody died
When nobody died...

If everyone cared and nobody cried
If everyone loved and nobody lied
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride
Then we'd see the day when nobody died

We'd see the day, we'd see the day
When nobody died
We'd see the day, we'd see the day
When nobody died
We'd see the day when nobody died

2007-07-22T10:09:00.000+08:00

i have to block out thoughts of you so i don’t lose my head
they crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
dropping little reels of tape to remind me that i’m alone
playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
there's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
an ounce of peace is all i want for you. will you never call again?
and will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face?
and will you never try to reach me?
it is i that wanted space

hate me today
hate me tomorrow
hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you

i’m sober now for 3 whole months it’s one accomplishment that you helped me with
the one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing i won’t touch again
in a sick way i want to thank you for holding my head up late at night
while i was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight
you never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate
you made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
so i’ll drive so fucking far away that i never cross your mind
and do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind

hate me today
hate me tomorrow
hate me for all the things i didn’t do for you

hate me in ways
yeah ways hard to swallow
hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you

and with a sad heart i say bye to you and wave
kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that i had made
and like a baby boy i never was a man
until i saw your blue eyes crying and i held your face in my hand
and then i fell down yelling “make it go away!”
just make a smile come back and shine just like it used to be
and then she whispered “how can you do this to me?”

hate me today
hate me tomorrow
hate me for all the things i didn’t do for you

hate me in ways
yeah ways hard to swallow
hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you

deleted tt previous post, tink it doesn matter anymore? i can forgive but nt forget[quoted from jiawen]... to u, im srry....

2007-07-08T10:59:00.000+08:00

back to update again.. lets start from fri, cos tts wat i cld actually remember.. fri had last lab for microbio den went for fyp. den finally ended before meeting alvin for running n some physical training. den met aud n wayne before heading to queensway to do the jersey, in the end din do cos is 35 bucks, to ex liao, so wait til nx month for the 29 bucks one. hope to get it done fast. finally go for dinner at alexander village. though the food really freakin deprove but nvm lah, the company matters the most, sian, supppose to be a budget meal but in the end 10 bucks each. sobz... den freakin lame lah, everyone was tired but we juz sat at the bus stop n chat abit while waiting for many bus to go by.. hahaha. damn tired lah. reach home i bathe den KO liao.

nx day had to wake up early for ubin trip, suppose to meet at 9 at tanah merah, but the weather so nice n due to heavy rain, i decided to msg everyone change meeting time to 10 cos i cant get out of the house.. TEE HEEE HEEE. everyone was glad to recieve tt msg lah cos of the damn nice weather to slp! WOO HOO! den tt freak wayne start psychoing me to like cancel n stay at home for beauty slp.. wahahaha.. everyone was late except me, i shld hav knw n try be late as well lah... ahahha.. met wk at changi village to eat nasi lemak cos he took wrong bus before heading to ubin, rented the bikes den chiong cycling ard the island. went to chek jawa but isn open yet, its tmr, so chased out by the NE officers, on the way out, gt a gal fall down the slope, they were having the national jc outdoor adventure club race, she had cuts everywhere.. den helped her n stuff, she not bad sia, but poor gal, shes crying, den after tt headed off to look for the quarry where scandals always take place, and of cos finally found tt place la. ahahaha... all of us wore FO camp t cos it was green, damn ugly though, but wk was the odd one out, he forgot all bout it, ahahaha... after ubin, we were so damn muddy lah.. went home while some of them went to hav dinner,

nasir goin into army in 3 days soon, tts really fast man, will miss cycling n crapping wif ya! =] take care n see ya in 2 weeks! ahahhaha

sian, dun really feel like blogging but nvm, juz chiong bah...

theres some bloody fuckers out there, im juz fucking pissed tt few are juz ard me, fuck them man, did ugly stuff but hid their ugly side tt well n made ppl tink they are juz innocent. someting real bad happened, not to me but someone else, it was worst, it reminded me of an incident, a fucked up incident, din happen to me but indirectly to me, i feel dumb, i feel like a fool, theres juz a thin line btwn forgiving n foolish, wat m i? such tings happens in movie, but nv tot it wld happen to me, n even worst, din expect tt i wld juz accept tt and juz lived wif it til then. sometimes, tt incident wld juz suddenly pop up on my head, i feel damn lousy n fucked up. y did tis happen to me? damn.... i've learnt to be smart, n learning tt being a gd n forgiving guy, sometimes, u will juz be the one getting hurt. fuckkk.. most tings takes 2 hands to clap, dun claim yourself to be totally innocent, cos alot of stuff wldn take place if 1 hand is unwilling to clap. fuck! im so fuckin dumb! tis ting v little knw bout it, damn little, i cld hav been an asshole n spreaad tis ting but i cldn do it, cos it won help, but i doubt others would do the same, nt saying im great, im juz dumb n loser... at tt time, but def nt nw...

fri was a day i learnt, truth always sux, hard to bare, everyone hav their ugly side, juz depends how skillful r u to hide them, be a gd actor, u win... one day, retribution will cum, juz wait...

finding a gf is easy in poly, finding the rite one is hard, lucky ones take months, unlucky ones take years, opposites attract, dun be surprised if u get attracted to someone u least expected. cos opposite always attract, i wonder y... im nt despo, mind u, juz tink tis is a v true statement, im sure many wld hav agreed...

in life, i took many turns tt i hav regretted, but too late le... juz hope i won repeat the same mistakes nx time... lesson learnt...

live earth is cool!!! but v little ppl wore green, singaporeans are so unsupportive n sporting, boring indeed.. nvm...

2007-07-01T10:23:00.000+08:00

wooo, updating again, fast yea? ahahhaha... thurs went to watch transformers wif sherman julian meifang huiyee n huiyun at lido, omgg, its really damn damn damn damn damn nice lah.... it's a muz watch movie of the year man, much betta than spiderman3 and fantastic4, no joke man, though intro slightly draggy but DAMN! its really damn nice to watch... no regrets for tt 8 bucks, after tt anyhow walk ard town before heading home.

fri was rather boring at the start of the day wif the damn freakin hot weather to add on to the rather boring day... had to clean 2 tank instead of one, all thanks to tt v v v v v nice MR COOKIE whom decided to be funny and started bullying cream, nw cream has some kind becum a paranoid and nds special attention from me... but the main point is 2 tanks mean i nd to get an extra water bottle and extra cleaning wrk to do. ya. y cant they juz get along? maybe shld make them attend EIC class man.. lol... den went for gems den fyp. went to run 2.4 wif alvin n ww, damn, its quite exhausting after not running since the last poly50, but managed to get a D, so still slightly acceptable lah.. ahhaha.. but glad my pull ups improved! yea! actually wanted to go queensway to get the jersey done but i took damn long to realise i forgot my wallet so had to go back club to take, den they suggested it was late so juz go straight for the FnH chalet at changi. drank 4 cups of chivas on rocks and some other wine and stuff, i was like a quarter drunk lah, den went to play blind mice, needed alot of mental power to really concentrate. den went to walk at old changi hospital, still half drunk, took quite some effort to walk properly, being half drunk i still had to take care of tt dumb jiawen! oops :X, chat along the way, den as we walked, kept looking into all the rooms, wld be damn creepy if the group wasnt tt huge, but sad to say, its quite badly vandelised on the walls and stuff. but it was a gd walk lah, managed to talk alot of tings out. went back to the chalet and contiuned our blind mice game but wif alot more participants. thereafter, everyone was so dead tired so lying down n all dozed off til nx morning. hahahah, tinking back, i cld hardly remember wat i talk last nite or details of tings ive done, hmmm, drunkkkk....

booked out the chalet and went to eat at bk den went home to slp... yea... wats more can u ask from when u gt such wonderful frens ard u, so glad n i really thank god though im not christians tt i hav my frens ard me... appreciate u guys :]

wat i've done from linkin park is soundtrack of transformers, but watching the mv itself, not relating to any part of transformers, i find it damn meaningful. theres one part where it showed how gals wanted to cut down on their diet to remain slim while on the other hand, ppl in africa were so skinny tt ribones cld be seen tt clearly.yea... nice song anyway :]

2007-06-24T23:09:00.000+08:00

muahahaha, thanks ww n jw for their 'nice' posts.. but muz still thank them for helping me update cos i lost my motivation then. but nw motivated to start again, maybe too much tots to blog about?? sch starting tmr, im still in a mess, many reports n projects on hand n of cos fyp cannot be excluded. lol..been busy tis few days not wif reports but other stuff. lets go to the fun side, went to watch fantastic 4 wif jia wen at vivo, it was damn last min cannnn, den in the end sit at row b, wth, so freakin near n tt damn counter guy said, in my opinion, the distance is still ok, when we went in, omg, lucky its only 1 hr 32 mins, if not my neck sure break in 2 liao... zzz... but one thing fun was smuggling carls junior in, wahahahha, stupid jw nv bring any bag in the end stuff everything inside mine, i like carrying bomb lah. wth... wahahhaha....

juz watched initial D, oman, although i watch alot of times le, but i still tink its a gd movie, personal opinion, it teaches us to be smart, cos in this world, betrayal is so freakin common, and who knws, u might be next, touch wood though, but again, tts my personal opinion, so those ppl who disagree pls dun bombard ard. ahahhahaha.... suddenly find yi lu xiang bei tis song v meaningful. oman.. haizz...

nonbudget juz ended, it was quite fun, and was badly sabo-ed by tt damn ALVIN NG!!!! but i like :] oops :X, juz kidding.. lol.. had a short game of blind mice, but was very interrupted when we were about to go to the climax lah. sad isn it? lol, then celebrated wei chong bday, had to do some rolling for him.. lol.. but anyway hope u enjoyed tt short torture, a very happy 19th bday :]

currently doing report but im updating my dead blog.. zzz.. so much to be done.. sian... very happy wif my life now... not tt it is probs free lahh, but im enjoying, almost everybit of it....sometimes i wld question myself, m i doin the rite thing, or m i not tinking right, i dun wish to push too hard due to wat happened in the past, i was in the wrong den, nw, i tried to be careful n tactful in every step tt i take, u told me all were misunderstandings, but no matter how i see, look think n wateva, it juz din make sense to me, maybe, im juz thinking too much n even worst not the right way, i wld find out everything once the time is right, n to avoid further disappointment, ive learnt to be smart.

yesh my 'dearest' reports, im cuming le... zzz

2007-05-26T12:46:00.000+08:00

This is my 100th post!!

morning went to sch to make my kaya. i'm a kaya man! wahahaha.

evening meet up with weijian to take my phone at dhoby ghaut.

together with qin zhen we three went to meet up with the two cute ladies! wan wei and jiawen at cityhall. =) so headed to nyny for our dinner. lucky we got ww and jiawen! so we dun need to q up to go in. the q was freaking long! they so li hai la! jiawen and wanwei are are the best le! =D hahha! we order lots of food! i was so dumb. coz i order the chicken and was so super duper difficult to cut the meat out la.. haha. we were laughing thru out the whole meal la.. we order lots of food! 2 appetisers, 2 pizza, 1 soup, 1 maincourse each and drinks for all. we said it was too much le. and the 2 seniors say, no porblem de! l0ls. waited for all the food to come before we start eating. the table almost can't contain all the food la.

i feel darn bad la. coz i bullied jiawen. i fought with her. i know i'm wrong le! i shld have eat the meat instead of fighting with her. (wahahahahaha). we really do stun la. the seniors licked the small cheryl and i ate it up after tt! hahaha! wahah. pics will be posted up!! =) it was a tiring meal lor. after eating everybody was so tired from laughing and cutting their food.the bill came and was.. 179buck? i think.. and WEIJIAN TREAT US. HE IS A SUPER DUPER GOOD MAN LOR! hahaha. THANKS WEIJIAN!!! =D

it was really a super fun and happy meal! i can't stop laughing la... i really enjoy it lor! heez.

took train with jiawen and weijian.when we reach orchard, clever jiawen say wanna go orchard for late nite shopping ma. and yep we went. haha! but dunnoe where to go nia. so decided to go watch movie. but no more tickets. so we walked all the way to ps and cathay. but also no more le. and decided to go home. and took train home with weijian.

posted by jiawen. =)

I AM A LAZY PIG

2007-04-29T03:46:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone!

I am Ng Zhang Hao Alex the stupid lazy cow..

I am so lazy to update my own blog. Im now lying in my good buddy Clarence 's bed while my pretty sis Wanwei is kindly typing for me and pretty sis Joan is drinking.

Damn clar drove us to pick up Joam from work and we went to Chomp Chomp at Serangoon Gardens. Then he drove to Kranji War Memorial and then we went to Lim Chu Kang Cemetery... Went into Muslim, Chinese and Christian cemetery. But nth much happened.

Now I am the lazy pig who refuses to go and bath and with my dirty cow body went to lie on Clarence's bed. I admit that i stink and is super ultra lazy.

Lastly, I want to say I love my Khakis, handsome Clarence, pretty Joan and cute Wanwei! :] while i am just the stupid sucky alex who like to dig my nose and has a pimple under my right armpit.

2007-04-08T18:07:00.000+08:00

FO camp juz ended, alot of tings to update but too much at the same time... so shall say everything briefly, its considered a success wif great help from tatxiong n weijian batch of seniors, though my batch considered seniors, many din manage to come down n help due to ITP commitments, for the few of us who went down, we hav really tried our best to dig out time from our busy schedule, glad tt some are appreciate tt type of effort we gave.

looking at the gls made me tink back when it was us who are the FO GLs, the blood n sweat we had produced during training juz for the 3 days tt pass so fast, n all it takes was juz tt 3 days to make u realise your lifestyle hav changed, n u nd time to be used to nt having trainings in sch etc... reading the entries at the gl blog kind of make me teared... but sadly, its been a trend tt after FO, the grp will definitely disperse or some will disappear totally, again i hope tt tis v batch will break tt dumb trend. its not easy when u hav your own life to manage, yr own busy schedule, its juz hard to dig time out for the rest...but for me, i wld if since its worth my precious time...

during the last day of the camp, when the captain ball matches ended, kevin lawrence mark jing en n mel gathered n did the zephas cheer n action... tis was the most touching sight i cld eva get from my FO grp n im sure it goes the same to ww n the rest of the gls.... all of them hav their own life to cope wif, they may nt contact each other alot, but when they gather, the spirit n bonding of zephas is still there, for tis, wat else can a GL ask for from their own grp... tt sight n action really warmed my heart. special thx to ZEPHAS! miss u kias n FO camp sia :]

to tis new batch of freshies n to my grand-kias, hope u guys will bring smthing fresh n more live to club, will be looking forward to see u guys chilling at club.. do kp in contact wif each other :]

though there were conflicts btwn some ppl due to diff working style n beliefs but still it was all for the gd of the camp. sometimes i wld wonder, wats the motive of cuming down n help, is it juz purely juz to ensure no cockups? or cover up if theres any? or something else n using 'helping' as an excuse.... some cld see the real motive but cld do nthing to prevent it... in tis world, wif so many things tt hav happened, made me really agree tt many wld do juz anything to survive or to reach your aim. who knws the closest person nx to u cld be the one who is goin to kill u the nx moment. tis how scary the world as becum, but of cos n thankfully i din experience tt...

i tot we cld be a grp of gd frens tt might last for a v long time, wat i din expect or knw is tt the camp itself was a real test to our frenship... din knw there were stuff tt affected u badly n stuff tt u din knw tt affected me badly etc... u cld tell from your words n sentence tt u r goin to disappear but i shall nt accept tt at all, i assume tt it was due to impulsiviness, if u really treasured these frenships, pls hold on, everything will turn out rite, im sure we all will turn out to be stronger... tis para is for u, i ve read your blog, will contact u soon. dun MIA hor!

true enough, day tour is cuming, quite abit of stuff for me to do but i hav yet to touch on them, still hav my ITP stuffs tt are still undone, have been feeling quite sluggish recently...have so much to do, hav time to do but no mood, allowin everything to juz pile up... sian isnt it? hahaha...

everyone tend to treasure tings betta when they lose it, but at times, when u lose smthing, u will nv get it back n shld i say things might nv be the same again... i dunno...

2007-03-18T09:55:00.000+08:00

HMM!! im here to update. im srry, i knw im real slow, but cant help it wif busy + laziness overwhelming me!! WAHAHAHAHA!!! alrite, the past 2 weeks is totally up n downs... went out wif yilin yiling jingyi n beef... ahahaha.. had quite a nice chat n dinner at nydc... so long din see them le, wonder when will be the nx time to be able to meet them up again nia.gt couple look rite?! OOPS :X

shes wondering who tt shuai ge is!! WAHAHAHAHA!

thx to yiling!

have been goin back to sch to do green tea cheese kaya, shld be able to finalize everything soon... ahaha...

managed to catch up wif weixin alvin n aud, so glad to have them in my life, feel very relieved n relax everytime we crapped n talk our hearts out. shared alot of probs in our lifes together... waiting for nx fri to cum quickly, so can drink n chill like nutss all we can!! WOOO HOOO!!!! went for dinner wif clar n joan!! really missed them so much la, ate pepper lunch, talked n laughed den walk ard clark quay area, met AUD... bad gal sia!! oops, watched muay thai boxing, but they only sparring so kind of boring lah.. the dinner was still enjoyable though ww is missing lah... ahahhaa... hope to have a more regular outings or chilling sessions wif khakis nia...

FO camp is in juz bout 2 wks time, so fast nia... nw i knw how fast time pass, my 3rd week of itp have juz ended. so far it has been enjoyable cos all the staffs r so freakin frendly lah, maybe cos im juz a kid or student to them bah... ahaha... im juz foreva young.. WAHAHAH... one ting i was extremely touched bout was about mother's luv for their child, siew eng is one of my colleague, from wat i knw, she dont earn alot but has been asking ard for advice on wat hp she shld get for her child in pri sch, u all may think is such a small thing, but for me, i was really really touched lah....

game trial 2 is tis thurs n fri, MIGHT be able to stay over. GLs jia you!

hmmm, recently, so many r/s ended, really so many tt i sometime wonder wat happened, is it juz a breakup period? juz afew mths ago, so many new couples came up.... everything really seems so extreme...hope those hurt party wld recover soon...

im very tired n helpless, i have tried, put in alot of effort mentally in trying to make things betta, but it juz seems goin alittle up n dropped all the way down, this was the road i chose, i seriously regretted but really no point looking back n blaming myself for nt measuring the consequences tt i will face... im seriously sad n hurt, i may always have a smilely face, but deep down, im feeling kind of lost, cant move foward or backward, really feel like hiding in some place where i cld get this sickening feeling of me. the hatred in the eyes is juz too much for me to bare. i have nv encountered such things before, guess tts y i feel so lost... thx to all my listening ears, it did sooth my pain, but im hoping someone wld juz lead me out of tis long dark tunnel. i really wan to end all tis fast, pls....

Chasing Cars

we'll do it all
everything
on our own

we don't need
anything
or anyone

if i lay here
if i just lay here
would you lie with me and just forget the world?

i don't quite know
how to say
how i feel

those three words
are said too much
they're not enough

if i lay here
if i just lay here
would you lie with me and just forget the world?

forget what we're told
before we get too old
show me a garden that's bursting into life

let's waste time
chasing cars
around our heads

i need your grace
to remind me
to find my own

if i lay here
if i just lay here
would you lie with me and just forget the world?

forget what we're told
before we get too old
show me a garden that's bursting into life

all that i am
all that i ever was
is here in your perfect eyes, they're all i can see

i don't know where
confused about how as well
just know that these things will never change for us at all

if i lay here
if i just lay here
would you lie with me and just forget the world?

2007-03-04T12:04:00.000+08:00

alrite! here to update again, completed my first week of ITP, the company is actually a cheese company, where weijian wrked last time, called food tech. everyting is still great over there, the ppl are quite frenly and of cos i learnt quite alot of stuff on the first week nia. have been attached to R & D department and im wrking under a da jie called hazel, she a nice person, very frenly n chattable wif... hahaha... have done cheesecake, tiramisu n some kind of cheese... gary is a ex sp food tech student, very nice n lame person too... haha... managed to find our way to the company after meeting shi qi n yoshika at toa pa yoh mrt control.. nd to take bus den train den bus from my hse nia, goin home oso the same steps obviously, so my transport fees have gone up compared to goin sch nia.. lol.. still enjoyable but when u have gt nthing to do is really damn sian, cant understand y ppl prefer to have a slack slack job, its so boring n juz like wasting yr life away nia... lol... but one big prob sia, everyday i reach home i will feel so darn tired, guess im so not used to full time job, cos part time job is sseriously not tt tiring compared to nw, feel so sleepy when its about 10 plus... oman, heard from the rest dey r feeling the same.. so i ain weird or weak okay!! LOL...

yesterday went back sch to take a look at GLs wif alvin n aud.. not bad, they r still high n united! really gd news nia!! jia you for game trial!!! too bad its on monday n we cant skip itp juz to go game trial... zzz... nvm, still will be meeting them thereafter :] finally talked to my laopo cum brudder WW!!! so happy to talk to her nia, kind of miss u guys... ahahaha... glad everytings fine on her side.. do have fun clearing poo-poos :] hahaha, as for the shanghai ppl like wayne n weik, i have yet to chat wif u guys, din have the time n energy to go online sia... nw u shld knw how tired we r.. lol.. but guess u guys r having fun wif the coldness there!! ahhahaha...

learnt a important lesson, dun eat where u shit... ppl have been saying tis thingy but who wld realise how tru it is til u experience it nia... but i guess ppl shld really take note before unforunate events fall on you nia...

upcoming week is kind of pack.. monday will be meeting GLs after their game trial, tues goin wif my sis for dinner, wed meeting up wif yiling yilin n jingyi n thurs goin he xing cell grp bbq, fri my only rest day, dun touch me!! hahahaha... muz really conserve myself, dun wan to overtire myself, itp is still impt... hahah.. will be in QC next week :]

i changed a new hp!! wooo hooo!! actually wanted to get samsung D900 but singtel decided not to sell it anymore!! wats their freakin PROB!!!!!!! in the end i nd to get Z720 nia... so freakin ex, zzz, nvm.. shall treasure tis new hp n treat it as my gf... oops :X

a very nice song i finally found thx to dumb bernard :]

Everytime we touch - Cascada

I still hear your voice, when you sleep next to me.
I still feel your touch in my dreams.
Forgive me my weakness, but I don't know why.
Without you it's hard to survive.
Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
I need you by my side.
Cause everytime we touch, I feel the static.
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.
Can't you hear my heart beat slow.
I can't let you go.I want you in my life.
Your arms are my castle, your heart is my sky.
They wipe away tears that I cry.
The good and the bad times, we've been through them all.
You make me rise when I fall.
Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
I need you by my side.
Cause everytime we touch, I feel the static.
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.
Can't you hear my heart beat slow.
I can't let you go.I want you in my life.
Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss, I swear I could fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast.
I want this to last.
I need u by my side.

shall end here.. ahaha.. take care guys!!!

2007-02-22T23:14:00.000+08:00

yo!! im here to update a freakin long post as promise ok!!! to those who kp complaining i dun update or update to short!!! pls clap hands for me!!! HEHEHEHEHE!!!! alrite!! CNY nw!! woo hoo!! took alot of freakin junks lahh, so nw alot of pimples! pls dun laugh at me! lol...

2 days ago went to ms tan hse(my pri sch teacher) to bai nian, oman, alot of ppl changed sia, i tink i did change alot too but i so freakin short compared to the rest of the guys lah!!! wonder wat magical pills they eat nia!!! %^@$%@$% make me feel so short!! zzzz... den after went to eat mac while the gals went to eat some jap rest, den go to jia hui house to play majong n i won 4 bucks!! not bad rite? considered im a beginner sia!! LOL...

yesterday went to Mr Ho hse to bai nian wif CLS club ppl, den decided to play majong, due to my budget constraint, i decided to share the cost wif alvin, n in the end due him using half his brain while playing n me nt sure any of my brain, he ZHA HU!!!!! den we pay like siao so in the end had to pay 7 bucks each!!! zzz, so sad!!! den suppose to meet jia wen at 5pm at orchard but i was so freakin late n i reached at 5.37pm, so srry ms ong jia wen! im seldom late de, but due to unseen circumstances, i was late.. lol.. den after went to meet ww den go vivo carls junior to eat. my first time eating there n very very very very sadly, i poured my lemon tea all over myself... so freakin pai seh lah!!! den after tt..... lucky gt ww n jw there, den we 3 had our emo hour tgr, really thx alot nia, really needed u guys!! den after ww left to go camping wif weik n guys den went to chat wif jia wen, den finally went home... such a freakin bad day lah, gt shot thrice in the head sia...really damn... haiz... sobzzz...... but i will be fine!! ROAR!!!!!

today is a much betta day! nice nice! went back sch to look at GLs, oman, im so freakin happie to see the improvement in them, reached at 145pm when we suppose to meet at 130pm, was late for juz 15mins cos i dun expect anyone to be on time, but amazingly, ww n alvin was on time n ww started $^@%$%@&@#$% me... lol... den went to play cap ball, see improvement as well n of cos they enjoyed themselves lah, den we tortured mark n huat jin, n made the rest do some dance n forfeit to save themselves, n their stupid cupid dance was freakin cute n of cos quite sexy, it really made us laugh, funny, den played another round of cap ball before it rained, den we head to clementi to makan, super funny lah, den me wayne, alvin went to meet ww at city hall, den go eat dessert, i forgot wat name liao, but super nice, bcos we ordered too much, such expensive desserts becum like eating food in fear factor lah, den kp crapping crapping before reaching home for the first time quite early, tts y u see me updating my blog... hahaha...

anyway, really wan to thank all my caring frens, im sure u guys will feel touched tt i feel touched by u all... lol... HEHEHEHE, thx jiawen for your choc today, wayne ww n alvin for the laughters, n to the rest lah, too many names to mention again, pls dun complain if i din say your name hor!!!! anyway wayne n ww, u guys leaving soon le, pls do take care, will be waiting for 7 wks before meeting u guys again, pls dun forget bout me when u all go shopping hor!! oops :X so to those ppl who r having bad, terrible days like me, dun wrry, gd days will cum :]

ITP cuming le, gd luck to all!! will upload pics when i get them :]

2007-02-18T00:01:00.001+08:00

alrite! its been more than a mth! im here doin CPR, the kiss of life for my blog k? finally rite?? i revived it on the last entry n it died since then.. oops! ahahahha.. alot of stuff to update but im kind of lazy! hahahaha... nw is CNY!!! n soon will be itp liao... lol... yesterday went down to wif ww wayne alvin calvin dim n shuxian to look at the new gls training... shalll not go into too much of details, but wat i wan to say is jia you GLs!!! im sure u guys can do it!!! cos GLs RULEZZZZ!!!!!!!!!!!!! i seriously miss my FO days like crazy!!! argh!!! SOB SOB!!!!!!the amt of sweat n effort!! oman!! i won eva forget!!! i miss zephas TOO!! :] alrite!! im shall update again! im seriously dead tired!! ahahahha.. TC guys!! :]

2007-02-17T13:27:00.000+08:00

alrite! its been more than a mth! im here doin CPR, the kiss of life for my blog k? finally rite?? i revived it on the last entry n it died since then.. oops! ahahahha.. alot of stuff to update but im kind of lazy! hahahaha... nw is CNY!!! n soon will be itp liao... lol...

yesterday went down to wif ww wayne alvin calvin dim n shuxian to look at the new gls training... shalll not go into too much of details, but wat i wan to say is jia you GLs!!! im sure u guys can do it!!! cos GLs RULEZZZZ!!!!!!!!!!!!! i seriously miss my FO days like crazy!!! argh!!! SOB SOB!!!!!!the amt of sweat n effort!! oman!! i won eva forget!!! i miss zephas TOO!! :]

alrite!! im shall update again! im seriously dead tired!! ahahahha.. TC guys!! :]

2006-12-15T14:09:00.000+08:00

ok, finally im here to revive my dying blog.. hahaha... alot of stuff happened recently... gd n bad...

first wld be me leaving singapore for japan tonite.. hope u guys miss me! WAHAHHAHAHA... cant go for gl gathering tonite and dinner at hui yun mum's store... boo! ahahahhaha...

holidays is cuming means exams are cuming as well nia... zzz.... after i cum back muz really start studying liao... really have been playing way too much....

sports club n sma sux, both no sportsmanship, really look down on them nia... CLS is goin to lose the challenge shield for sure... captain ball lost in semi finals.. gd luck for bball basketball finals today :]

had grad party on wed. went for driving lesson den chiong back to sch. so sad nia all the yr3s will be leaving soon lah... haizz. wonder wat will club turn out to be like.. will it still be as lively as eva or will it juz tone down so much so becum a inactive club.. everyone has been wondering bout tis prob, i abit scared to imagine, too many ppl are becuming less active in club or shld i say its due to lack of passion by many.. haiz.. such a sad ting lah..haizz...
p.s. wld like to thank the following ppl(nt in order) :

daniel- thx for bringing me into club n of cos helping and guiding me alot through out those days in club esp my FO gl days.. i really do appreciate it..

weixin- my shifu, thx for being the pillar of support and survive thru out these days and of cos a great fren who gave me so much helpful advices. really thanks alot, hope won lose contact wif u nia.

tatxiong-hmm, though im nt v close to u, but thx for helping me so much during my first cls event, reunion dinner, ahhaha... i knw the jersey is ugly but is more of unique lor.. ahaha.. really srry bout the lost in captain ball.

weijian- hey! also wan to thx u for the support and advices. so much help and support were given by u n your clique, really appreciate it alot...

to other yr 3s who i din mention, i wld also like to thx u alot. the list is too long and there is too much ppl i wan to thank le. nt enough time to thx all ppl personally cos lesson starting soon le. but yr 3s, we really will miss u guys alot! pls do cum back and visit us after u all graduate :]

tts all i guess :)

2006-12-05T07:08:00.000+08:00

yoz! back to update! nw let me update u bout captain ball first bah... BE we won by a big margin, CSCC we won but we played like shit, guess we were way too over confi bah... hahahaha... today suppose to be match but sports club change the schedule again to tmr nia!!! damn sian... affect my well planned schedule lah!!! haizz.. nvm...

later will be my sensory evaluation, wonder how my group will fair among the groups nia.. hope everything will go on right and fine :] manage to keep up to date with all the assignments yesterday, feel slightly more relax now... lol...

nthing much to talk about though... ahahahaha.. tts all bah :P

2006-11-27T00:09:00.000+08:00

hmm, ok, another long time din blog le.. tis time really more of lazy n no motivation to update.. ahaha...

1st match against CADC, we won 32 - 17, still a ok score... nt v gd though... guess won be gd enough against spsu.. nvm.. after more matches, im sure the team will hav betta chemistry, someting the team really lack of... zzz.. tmr will be against B.E. gonna win tis one too... :] before tt goin to ref a captain ball match wif wei jian n ww... ahaha.. its gonna be fun i hope...

sports league was last wed against siewling's team, we lost by 2 pts during the first knock out round.. we lead during the first half lah... but nvm, it was a gd fight though... nice game... hahahaha...

everyting is fine so far i suppose, not much probs so far.. wrk hav been consistantly quite alot but still managable, but results wise getting bad.. sian lah.. ahahhaha...

din manage to go to shi fu's hse to chill out wif them, srry man, i will really try to make it nx time, i knw such meet ups are not alot.. srry...

frisbee was postponed due to heavy rain, dunno til when nia.. hope won clash wif anything, if nt i sure sian diao like nutz...ahahahaha...

tts all i guess, tmr will be the start of sch again.. so fun, i hope. zzz... ahahaha...

2006-11-18T08:58:00.000+08:00

Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

gt tis from huizhen blog.. nt bad, was stunned, quite true...lol...

2006-11-03T14:19:00.000+08:00

alrite, i knw its been along time since i update.. i knw its crazy... wahahhaa... srry guys... im here to update again! isnt it great>? ahaha.. finally a freakin busy week has passed. 3 quiz n 1 formal reports.. WOW! so great! LOL.... don tink i will do well in them nia.. dun knw y.. haven been studying very well... quite occupied recently n nt really used to it nia... hmmm.. finally my sundays is free after 6 week.. lol.. last sat went for a seminar of SIM wif my overseas fren mark n my sis, n wow, we are really the youngest of all lah, all are working adults, managers etc, hahaa...9 to 530, den after tt join my parents to eat at the thai restaurant at suntec, its still ok but nt very nice lah.. lol..

hmm, had a fren, mark, son of my dad's overseas biz fren... hahahaa, his here to take the SAT exams... quite a nice guy, cant really communicate wif him fluently cos im chinese ain tt gd n his eng ain tt gd as well.. lol... his taking the exams tis cuming sat n leaving nx mon.. hmmm.. glad to hav another overseas fren :]

captain ball intercons is near, had training mon wed n fri, quite time consuming n til nw haven gt the whole team cum down for training before, n as usual, today will be the same... hope monday really all turn up even though is elearning week, cos nx thurs will be the match, n is against spsu lah! they quite strong n is our top rival.. so hope we will play well... really nd to win this very first match!! RUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

dunno when is frisbee match... haven gone to any training yet, really sorry weikang, not tt im not giving u face, is juz tt i reallly cant make it, hope u forgive me sia, but despite so, i will try my best to play well de! ahahhaa...

hmmm, have been learning driving n all i can is, money n time is really super impt for learning car... is really freakin ex esp when my stupid timetable ends so late lah.. so becums peak hour den becum more ex, really lucky to have my dad sponsor me sia.. thanks dad ;]

oman, nx year AD&D will nt be taken by Mr Ho le.. oman, means tis year will be the last year we can really expect something great out of it wifout any disappointment, wats more, i cant go!!!! nt cos im yr 2 or wat lah.. but sian, later nx yr n so on all at stuff center or vandas room i sure jump sia.. lol... nvm.. there goes my happy ending.. lo.(srry no link :P)

nw for the bad stuff.. damn FUCKED UP man, shit lah... stupid, lost my ring lah, is like freakin pissed tt i have to make my way down to get it n pay extra bucks n wif the risk of not having the design or my size liao, really damn fucked up wif such stuff, lost quite alot of my stuff... im nt angry or pissed wif the person who borrowed from me, im angry wif myself, lack of responsibility is the word lah.. really freakin sian, guess i shldn lend juz any thing to anyone unless i really trust the person, my circle of trust shld reduce, freakin shit... stupid n shit n unlucky week of mine..... haizz....

finished watchin goong le, thx for lending me the vcd cindy! hmm, i watch le den some someting familiar, i shall nt elaborate too much, but i juz see tis ting happening before, den sometimes feel weird when i see....... nt a bad feeling, guess.. nvm...

nw tis is a long entry, hardwrking aint i? :]

2006-10-12T23:42:00.000+08:00

yoz, im here to update nia, making an effort nia, ahhaa, but today only put pics lah, nx time den update properly, enjoy :)

THX CLAR!!! we really appreciate it :)

Khakis 4eva!

bday celebration for ww n joan :)

us again, jealous?

wei qi, u r cool man! :P

BruDDers!

Monkey Sisters!

mini bday celebration over at clar hse!

the 2 brudders again...

2006-10-08T00:51:00.000+08:00

uploading one an only pic for the time being, cos SOMEONE said my blog is boring.. lol.. a scandal pic from ubin :P

2006-10-07T11:42:00.000+08:00

alrite sch has started for two weeks and again din fulfil my promise of updating more frequently on last wed, lol, srry guys, was kind of busy! wahahahahahha... hmm, sch has been rather fine and guess wat? eugene went off n here cums JOY! to our class from Dchem.. lol.. food rox! oops.. hmm, starting to get busy, yr 2 like juz isnt tt gd, sadly tts the fact.. sob.... miss yr 1! ahahah... hmmm, the camp was on last week end, im the lao pa of Eee Eee, my grp rocks man! they gt the best grp award of IC, so proud of u guys! :P wet slope was indeed a gd experience being tortured by the seniors lah, felt super relieved none of the grps kanna by senior's seniors, if nt sure die die die.. when i open the clue n i saw MLT2, i was stunned, my very first station, during my FO, my grp oso kanna wetslope too, guess tis is a trend nia.. LOL...

yesterday was SP musical, i din go but read some ppl blog, it seems nice, but doesn matter, its over.. went for mooncake festival celebration at my cousin's house, almost all turned up, it was quite gd, lots of interactions, but seems tt all the lime light has gone to the kids... im old le! wahahhahahah.... ate loads of diff types of mooncake nia, ranging from normal ones to durian ones to rum n champange ones... woot... drank alot of tea as well.. nice nice...

hmmm, today gonna stay at clarence hse wif ww n joan! finally the 4 us can gather together le, haiz, hope gt more of such chances even if its a simple meal but again tt wldn be reallly possible lah.. hmm...IVP cuming joan is gonna be busy! gd luck bro!

Intercons is super near liao, ard the end of OCT, gonna wrk hard for captain ball n muz protect our challenge shield :)

reports n datasheets! im goona kill u man, so freakin irritating, seems like its nv ending.. sobz.. lol..

see ya!

2006-09-24T22:51:00.000+08:00

woot, again it has been a long time since i blogged, nt tt i hav nthing to update juz tt im kind of busy n more of lazy to update lah...wahahaha, tmr start of sch le, shld i be excited? i dunno, but tis cuming sem is a sem tt i promise myself i would wrk hard to pull my F up grades to some reasonable ones, so no to too much playings ya? i muz start to wrk towards my nerd aim... :)

had game trail on fri n sat, it was tiring, cannot review too much:P ok, best part would be cycling at ubin on wed! it is damn freakin freakin fun lah wif clar, ww n nasir, we cycled ard at trails n roads, freakin fun, den went to the quarry which is out of bound to all n we shouted n guess wat? u can hear your echo freakin clearly n loud, woot! took alot of pics too!! wahahahahhaha, den went back at bout 330 cos ww nd to wrk while the rest of us went home... wahahhaha..

nx week IC, its gonna be fun:)

hmm, my new com is here, enjoying it, damn fast! woot, no lags!! YAY!! wahhahahaha...

alrite, tts all, pls pray hard for me tt everything will go on smoothly for me tis sem....

2006-09-15T21:21:00.000+08:00

back from poly50 celebration chalet, was quite fun! lol, had OC meeting, freakin funny, den after tt went to town wif alvin jie ying ww n wayne to buy yu ting present.. shall nt say wat we got for her here lah.. lol.. den after tt went to paragon to eat desert at a jap restaurant, nice lah, n is 5 bucks only, gdgd nia.. lol.. den the rest went home den me n ww head to the chalet, we bought a choco bar for clar :) reach there den eat le den we went to the kids play ground to play, the indoor type, so fun lah, den the kids there so violent lah, kp throwing balls at me.. lol.. den after tt me n ww met up wif clar who is having chalet as well.. den chatted for freakin long, den after tt went to the guys room n chatted, omg, woot woot nia, no details here regarding tt session :P den after tt i slept cos nd to go wrk tmr, den work up in the morning n we all checked out at 930 den some of us went to take breakfast n mac den go home, din go wrk cos my colleague busy today, lucky it was one stop before i alight nia, so headed home in the end.. slept n freak the alarm din wrk lah, woke up at 6 and oman, could make it for yuting bday celebration, hope u guys hav fun.. really srry for oversleeping :(

nx wed goin windsurfing n thurs goin trekking, gonna hav fun :) sch starting soon n F sia, my results dipped like shit.. dun ask me bout it, hate mentioning it... zzz..

tts all... :P

2006-09-09T19:49:00.000+08:00

wah, cobwebs on my blog...ahaha... srry for not updating for a billion yrs, had been busy recently... hmm.. alrite, alot of stuff happened so far like comex, it was a busy tiring but fun filled 4 days at expo... learnt alot of stuff on how to persuade ppl to buy wat im promoting, somemore the brand not very well known cos i myself dun knw in the first place... ahhaa... so not bad lah ya? ahahha, oh yesh, forgot bout PR outing, though not many ppl turned up, i still tink is great man... cos its fun, the yr1s left early but we yr 2s n jie ying became crazy n started self highing lah... we dug a freakin huge hole den after tt bury the few of us ... lol.. it was fun though... hahahaha...

last monday din go for gl training cos me joe chee yung n wei heng wanted to celebrate wif jian ping his last few moments before his NS which is today... ahahah... we went to sakae n ate like crazy before tcy went off to meet his college frens... den the 4 of us went to hagandazz( dunno how to spell) to eat fondue n dunno wats tt called... it was freakin shiock lahhh!!! den after tt dey accompanied me to PS to repair my mp3 n sian, the repair centre for mp3 has been changed to somewhere near IMM... freakin sian to see tt... den after tt went home liao.. lol... oman, wonder when would be the nx time we can play bball together again... haiz... gonna miss the good old days again... haiz...

had game trial on wed, it was quite fun but quite tiring as well... lol.. the gls all very on nia... freakin lame n funny as well... hope to see them soon...

woot, yesterday had windsurfing, its damn fun but damn freakin tiring, kp falling into the water lah... cos its quite hard to balance esp during the afternoon... wave so freakin choppy nia.. lol.. but it was jus fun lah.. lol.. got the level one cert!! YAY!! lol... may be goin back to surf again :P
after tt went to raffles city wif joan n ww to eat BK for dinner, clar had to go home cos gt dinner, den weix they all went to meet another fren.. after dinner went home to watch the last esp of big man small man.. not really a bad show but the ending kind of suck... seldom see movies or drama series wif endings tt r nice... lol.. den after went to slp.. yupz.. guess tts all.. seriously will update soon.. hehe...

2006-08-24T21:10:00.000+08:00

exams r finally over!! isn it great?? ahahah, nt really actually, dun feel the sense of achievements or satisfaction at all.. no idea y either... dun really hav anything to look forward at all though i seem to hav my schedule properly planned... haiz.. sianz... y is it like tt nia... zzz

juz came back from class ahlet today... quite fun but freakin tiring cos yesterday juz had our last paper which is bio den straight away chalet.. so freakin tiring lahh... played water comb nia, its really super fun... den after tt celebrated adeline's bday n eugene cos tis is his last sem wif us.. so sad nia... ahahah... den after slack like crazy, some slept some talk crap n some play cards, i juz roamed ard, im nt anti social okay.. juz no mood to play games n stuff lah, juz wan to sit down chill n talk my heart out wif a gd fren or ..... cos kind of having a heavy heart though i juz put up a smile on my face... but the chalet is indeed fun lah... went back tis morning cos really freakin tired lah... mentally especially... so srry guys for being nt so on nia...

hmm, juz found out someting, a barrier of mine, dunno y its tis way either... i was kind of sure of wat i really wan but was juz afraid n juz freakin cldn take the nx step n well, guess the cost of such action is huge... guess everything is too late n over for me, so who is to be blamed? ahahha, its juz me.. haiz... my heart has indeed been heavy for quite some time, tings always juz happen at the wrong time... haiz... hope there would still be some chance from 'weather' even though is a hope tt i dun carry too high or maybe nt at all... haiz...

nd time to find myself once again...

2006-08-18T20:52:00.000+08:00

woot, updating finally, lol.. still in exam PERIOD!!!! zzz, juz finished 2 papers, 2 more to go, had food chem A today, nt very diff but alot of stuff i memorized, i juz kind of cant recall, so i shall say it kind of sux...

haiz, been kind of tired nia, alot of stuff goin on, busy wif exams n stuff, really tiring, haiz.... din slp well these few days as well, rolled on the bed for afew hours before really slpping, is like wat crap nia, wonder y like tt, i ain tt stress wat... zzz...

i got my job for upcoming COMEX IT FAIR 2006!! i gt it on the spot when i went for interview lah... pro rite?? smirk:) hehehehehe.... will be helping Intel Singapore selling computer tt has dual core processor n pluto technology, guess we r the only ones who r tt advance in the whole comex nia!! MUAHAHAHAH!!!! the price is kind of really gd nia, so if u interested in getting the best PCs in singapore and at a great price, pls find me at Intel Singapore at Expo from 31 august to 3rd sept, 12pm to 9pm :)

looking forward to the holidays man!! its gonna be real great!!! dun tink i will be working much, will be looking out mainly on roadshows type after my comex one!! hehehehe.... den will be attending alot of courses... n of cos play bball!!! its time after so long, i cant wait liao.... hehehehe... windsurfing on 8th sept, its gonna be cool!!! lol... n of cos preparation of camp..hahaha....

will update again after exams!!! take care dudes :)

2006-08-08T23:44:00.000+08:00

funny is funny. lame is lame.
funny is not lame. lame is not funny.
you know why something is funny?
it is because it is not lame.
lame is when it's legless.
that's why when something is funny. you do not think it is lame.
and when something is lame. you think it is not funny.
because lame is not funny and funny is not lame.
funny is when you see laughing people.
lame is when you see emotionally legless people.
and whats the difference you tell me?
is when you see people laughing and being damn happy.
and lame is when you see 'legless' people throwing their walking sticks at you.

tis lame poem is composed by the lamest queen in town - hui tong!

2006-08-06T10:00:00.000+08:00

woot, finally gt time to update liaoo... hmm, tmr food preservation "exam"... zzz ... den study week all the way til nx tues for BIA... oman, scary.... PI is real scary, im sure most of u dunnno wat im talking bout if r nt in the same course as me bah, but nvm...

hmmm, yesterday was gd n bad, went to get my sumsung mp3, its kind of ex lah, but i like it quite alot though..haha, but the bad thing was i spent too much time out, really used up my precious time to study food preser nia... zzz..

alrite, nw i shall talk bout fri, it was simple but real great nia.. caught a movie wif bb, the fast n furious-tokyo drift, it was cool man, wow, drive til so woot woot..lol... ate subway cookies, it was nice... thx bb for tt:P i was late, i knw, so srry neh bb...lol.. after movie, we went to clementi to eat chicken breast meat rice, nt bad, but sux nia, gt parsley on top of my chicken lahhh, den purposely put some on her plate n she sian diao, so funny... but bb is a weirdo, she showed me tt she enjoyed eating parsley!!! omg, freako bb, oops, hope u dun see tis post...lol.. den after went to sit at the renovating fountain n crap alot.... bb is so retarded i shld say, kp looking at the bubble tea store but kp saying dun wan to drink, but after tt cant tahan still buy!! WAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHA.... peach is nicee... woot... tink we gt self entertaining power cos we can even play guessing straw colours n making dumb sounds out of it..lol... den went back there to sit drink n crap, stupid bb kp torturing my dearest mac, oman, evilll!!!! someone is called AXXXXX n CXXXXX lah... WAHAHAHAHA, i may expose these names hor!! no lahh, jk only...lol...anyway thx for everything, hope the nx one won be such a short one:)

guess tts all le..back to studies!!! :P

2006-08-02T22:36:00.000+08:00

finally tt 3 freakin shit days tt is filled wif quiz for 3 contiunous days n one presentation is finally for gdness over..... haiz, so sian, nthing seems quite rite sia....dunno y oso, finally some stuff managed to be settled.... zzzz... exams cuming, wow so exciting... zzz... dunno wat to write oso, like nthing to update.... tts all bah....

2006-07-27T22:12:00.000+08:00

haiz, hectic days are yet to be over, finally BIA n food chem A quiz over, but tings hasn turned anyway betta, tmr nd to hand in HW3 for my gems which is 30% of the whole grade, mon tues n wed all quiz, so pro nia, den after tt wld be exams liao!! wow, juz a nice schedule ahead isnt it? oman, im turning into a saddist.. sobz,

last sat went to see the doctor again cos my headache hasn gone off, is freakin irritating seriously, but finally i fully recovered. thank gdness man, i can start playing sports again soon!! look so forward to it... LOL... anyway congrats to alvins captain ball team, gt 4th!! ahahahhaha, power...

24th july was my sista bday, den whole family went to raffles town club to makan, quite nice lah... had course dinner, the sharks fin is freakin nice lah but i kind of guilty cos take environmental studies A still so nt enviro frenly...lol... the dessert was a total disappointment, red bean soup, look like those 2 bucks for one bowl in hawker centre, but luckily it tasted nt too bad.. lol... oman, raffles town club is a nice place, gt loads of facilities but i haven been there for more than 5 times lah, wat a waste, nv make use of it... zzz...

hmmm, walked down club afew times, i tink our club can get award liao, most empty n quiet club, other club so many ppl, is it cos CLS ppl too busy while others are too free or r we juz lack of passion?? im wondering hard... me nw yr 2 le, freakin busy nia, oso no time n energy to go down, exams oso cuming... zzz...

hmmm, IC is cuming liao, kind of look forward to it, me n WW gl head, hope will be able to make tis one a huge success cos is our last chance le, sobz.... last gl post to be... hmmm, counting back, i hav been a gl, gm, ass gm head n goin to be gl head... gonna try log n food if i gt the chance... time pass so fast nia.. haizz...

nw i shall talk bout yesterday, a freakin bad start of the day.. went up the bus cos nd to go mrt station... after i paid using cash cos no money in ezlink, guess wat? the whole bus is actually shit smell, everyone covering their nose including me lah.. it stink lah, gt 3 buses n i went up the particular shit smelling bus lah!! ROARR!!! nd to tahan tt freakin shit smell for some distance lah!!! den i went to the standing area, den after sometime i turned my head to the left den it was when i realised, i was standing juz nx to the source, the strong shit smell went straight up my nose!!! WTH, y tt freakin guy bring shit up the bus for!!!!! den quickly alighted when i reached katib mrt... so sian sia... whole day whereva i go i smell shit, guess it gt stuck in my nose... so sian... wat an encounter sia!!!! zzzzzzzzzzzz.... haiz.... im juz tt unlucky... lol....

guess tts all folks, will update again:)

a MUGGER to be :)

2006-07-21T13:38:00.000+08:00

woo, a week has passed... nw at com lab so sian... zzz.. lol.. today is a freak bad day nia.. i had a bad day... lol.. had to handin in 4 hw.. had 2 wif me n the other 2 i left it at home lah!!! realised when i was in lesson.. so sian.. sob.. lucky pract ended at 11 so chiong home den reach backsch at 1.. i stay in yck mind u!!! freak... den is dumb lah, gems today juz hand in those work n can go off liao tts y im so slack down hear blogging.. lol..

yesterday skipped class cos had basic theory test, n i passed of cos, hope my LOA would be approved!! ahahahahha... had captain ball, was in kind of a crisis, i cldn play cos doctor said so, clar n joan cant play cos gt lesson, lucky gt mark who was kind enough to help us play, a total of 3 games yesterday, 1st one against jing en's class, we won by 1 point cos din play well, den nx game was against CADC, we cld hav won but still lost lah... its ok.. den last game was against bball team, tt one no nd to say sure lose one so we kind of anyhow play but we did break the egg!! yea!! i played catcher 3 times despite being short lah den went on field during the 2nd half against CADC... hahaha... still cant really play yet.. ankle nt ready n my body as well.. ahahha.... congrats to alvin team, they made it tru the qualifying round.. hahaha... jia you!!

hmmm, last monday decided to go see doctor regarding my stupid headache tt juz wldn go off despite having rest and panadol, it juz din help, it started since the nite after poly 50, im weak i knw.. lol.. den doc say i was suffering from overexhaustion.. lol.. i knw many of u sure say im weak!! wahahah.. hmm, maybe i m.. ahahah, hope to recover soon enough for the upcoming smrt challenge.. ahahah

exams cuming!! shit!!! muz start to pull up my socks!!!

a MUGGER to be:)

2006-07-15T13:43:00.000+08:00

finally here to update again!!! poly 50 juz ended on wed!! oman, so freakin proud of CLS lah!! we gt 3rd, 4th, 15th n 17th, my team CLS CLS gt 15th out of 83 teams lah!!! though alittle disappointed tt we din get into top 10 when we r capable of lah, oman, is my fault nia, i juz cant run lah...den half way stupid hamstring went alittle bonkers, after applying deep heat, guess wat! my ankle went nutz liao!!! is like WTH lah.... oman, den first round couldn find when he xing was so wasted quite alot of time n of cos kanna overtaken too lah.. oman, so srry, was the last runner for guys... i juz slow, slowed the whole team...zzz. srry guys, no more trainings liao, would be weird n missing all those trainings n crappings wif those freak ppl...ahahah, another chapter closed in my poly life, turned into memories le...

to those freaks who look down on CLS, mind u, we gt great results lah, n to those freaks who accused us of cheating or wateva shit on our last poly 50 race, shit u! nw u see! all 4 gt into top 20... freak u guys, we aint juz normal typical nerds, we nerds who excel in wateva stuff we do!!! open your eyes BIG n see..... LOL....

had PI make up test yesterday, it was diff as usual, nt much comments bout it... zzz.. lol... had captain ball training, i dunno how to comment either, dunno how to say lah.... the whole team dun really hav mo qi... yr 1s who played looked promising though, tis sports fiesta competition is gonna be a great experience n hope can prepare them betta for sports league.... oman, i sux once again... played like shit, cldn really jump, ankle is feeling sore... freak... having headache as well... argh... cap ball comp has been postponed to wed, so hope will hav enough time to recover nia... gonna play hard, if i still play like shit, guess im gonna back out from the actual team bah, dun wan to remain in it while playing like shit, i start to really doubt my abilities, on both ends.... guess i nd some time for myself n do some self reflections n do some self "repairing"....

guess tts all bah, will update soon....

a MUGGER to be:)

2006-07-09T18:31:00.000+08:00

ok, its been another long time since i blogged.. ok, i shall nt giv any excuses, its juz busy for me every week lah, so no way i can update tt frequently like wat i used to do last time... yr 2 is indeed diff nia...

alright, quiz have passed n cuming wed would be poly 50 le, fast isn it?? hahahaha, looking back it was like still months away, nw is days away, soon it wld be hours n mins away nia... hmmm, wed had training n i stained my hamstring AGAIN!!!!! shit man... n my ankle is still feeling wierd... y my left leg so weak sia... dun wan to pull the whole team down lah.. we wanna win man!!!! muz get into top 10!!! is a MUST!! lol... den thurs n fri is food bazzar, nt too bad, hope they yr1s gt interact among themselves more, n of cos make more frens lah...lol.. fri was agm, starts at 530 but i reached at 6 cos lesson ended at 6 nia... fri lesson 8 to 6...so zzzz...lol... den sat went back to sch for poly 50, to do a trial run... wore our full gear... den like tt lor, as usual, i still sux... lucky me tt im still in the team, hope won pull them down, i ain born a runner..... after it ended accompany ww to suntec to look at her converse shoes, too bad the discount was over den in the end din buy.. oman dun sad brudder... lol.. wait for nx great singapore sales...lol...den went to pasta mania to hav dinner, nt tt budget after all, den saw fiona and nich n ppl, foina is freak nia, kp trying to sing tt dumb son..lol.. nvm u r forgiven though:)

today v guai stayed at home!! ahahha.. gonna finish all my datasheets n reports i hope..lol...

excited, tis wed poly 50, fri captain ball training finally... muahahahah... will update soon i hope...

good luck guys for poly 50 esp team CLS CLS:)

a MUGGER to be:)

2006-07-02T19:27:00.000+08:00

oman, another long time since i blogged nia...lol, it has been a real happening week though, ahahahah, hmmm, shall update wat i remember only, ok, first i hav 3 freakin test on wed, thurs n fri, thx gdness it is over, den chiong so many hw to be handed in on fri sia... super busy.... din go for wed training n i m the only missing one from my grp lah, feel so guilty nia... so srry... den fri went for training, so zzz, cos quite a no din turn up nia... den ran 50 rounds... the timing nt v gd and as usual i run v slow...hmmm, i dun suit running lah, but thx to poly 50 i knw i became fitter n gt betta stamina at last.... gd physical training prep for captain ball.. yea!! the team is almost confirmed finally, left the final guy, once everything is settled, yea, can have training liaoo.... woooo.... den sat met audrey go clark quay to do my gems n she was late lah, but nvm lah, she is forgiven... lol.. den after tt met wei jian n jian yang at orchard, walk n talk crap den finnally went off wif wei jian... yupz... today slack whole day liao... so zzz... haven study for food preservation tmr lah... gt training too!! poly 50 is really nearing lah, hope will be able to improve to the max during tis short period of time... i wan to get into top 10 nia!!!!! hmm, upcuming stuff for tis wk: tmr quiz, poly 50 training n pr meeting, wed training, thurs test n food baazzarrrr, fri too and cls agm...yea.... guess tts all... thx pals for tagging:)

a MUGGER to be:)

out wif yiling n ppl

2006-06-22T22:37:00.000+08:00

wow, today is a freakin great day!!! met yiling yilin n jingyi at yck... tot i wld be late so msged yiling tt i wld be alittle late, in the end, i was the first to reach n ms jeng jing yi, super late... but nvm, so we proceeded to orchard... crap n crap n crap den ate at nana thai restaurant at fareast which yiling assumed it to be indonesian restaurant even though the restaurant had a big word THAI there..lol... nvm, she is forgiven though..oops... chatted alot nia n really miss those times behind us... so sad nia, the thick n thin we been tru together nia.. omg.... great memories... den someone dear dear came blah blah blah.... so the rest of us proceeded to k box at cine... haiz, so sad nia, i cant sing like when i was in sec 1 n 2, my voice hav becum so manly, i cant go to high pitch, so freakin many songs, when the tone is high, i nd to use low tone, when the tone is low, i nd to use high tone... is like so omg.... but is super high nia.... sang from 2 to 630 nia... so prooooooooo... woo hooo... its freakin fun...lol...alot of dumb mtvs lah esp for english songs, they muz hav such a low budget tt their mtv is so sucky...lol..... den after we walk walk awhile den go off liao..... thx alot of today.... HD4 or 5 or dunno wat..... shall nt say out wat it means... so omg...lol... hope to meet up wif u peeps again!!!

sian nia, dunno y it will freakin end up like tt.... so reluctant on everyting even though juz wanna hang out once in awhile... is like wth lahh,,, organise til so xin ku, wats the point.... i dun tink i will be doin such stuff again... seems like im forcing the whole ting, is like WTF sia.... i kind of fedup tt i dun wanna care anymore since u ppl dun even bother....

wed had a kind of tough poly 50 training, went running from dover to west coast mac n back at 1230 nia... endurance training... den after tt went to hav lunch den played bball, so nice, v long din play liao.... den poly 50 training again at 430... lucky nt v tough, if nt sure die... tmr still gt training, so gt to rest early, legs still feeling tired... alot of freakin blisters... yesterday is WEI CHONG bday!!! happie bday to u, happie bday to u!! 18 liao, welcum to the 18 club!! Take care n dun go clubbin to much!!!

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im back

2006-06-19T21:38:00.000+08:00

FINALLY, im back, will start to blog more frequently liaoo, hmmm, wat shld i say, today poly 50 training ran the actual route le, alot of ppl din turn up for training tts y ran only 25 rounds instead of actual 50!, thank gdness, cos kind of tiring, shit man, im weak!! must train harder liao... zzz... my team name is CLS CLS, omg, such a weird but funny lah, lol.... hmm, den after tt hav resistance training n finally power training den end liao... oh yesh, club house shifted from SAC to below food court 4, juz to inform those who doesnt knw esp yr 1s i guess...ahahaha.... yesterday is father's day n of cos HUI YEE 's Bday!! happie bday!!!! 18 yrs old liao, dun go clubbing too much... guess tts all bah...

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went for wedding dinner

2006-06-17T09:18:00.000+08:00

hmmm, nthing much to post yet... tis wk has been quite gd, rather well... thurs went to sherman hse for BBQ as class gathering, mr lim turned up too nia, surprisingly...lol... kind of fun but quite quiet though, like ppl still stick to their own clicks, i tink tis is smthing tt cannot be changed one nia, so zzzz, so dispersed, hope miricales wld happen lah... the food was quite nice, i hate alot nia, hope i will increase in size soon:)

yesterday went for cousin's wedding, quite fun...lol.... the food still ok lah.. nt tt nice though, maybe expectation too high or smthing..lol... hmmm, wedding involves a super heavy preparation nia, nd to entertain so many ppl...lol... but the wedding couple look swt though..ahahahaha... hmmm, when wld it be my turn?? 10 yrs down the road maybe, really hav a big age gap wif all my cousins nia...zzz...lol...

goin to register for car today i guess... MUAHAHAHAH!!! looking forward to thurs n fri, thurs meeting up wif yiling they all lah, like a billion yrs nv see them!!! den fri goin out wif 1B/03, the retarded class im in last yr:) hope none wld see tis entry!!! tts all i guess!!

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NBE

2006-06-11T23:03:00.000+08:00

hmm, ok, i know im lagging way behind blogging only nw, wahahahhahaa... hmmm NBE is over, nt bad, from the number of yr 1s who turned up:), everything went quite well.... was laughing the whole day cos my station is filled wif fun luving ppl lah, weikang, june, hui tong n mei jun!!!! omg, i shld count myself lucky lah... they really super duper fun ppl... hmm, half way tru the bbq, ww, alvin, yuting n me sneaked out wanting to go to jucuzzi but den close liao, den we go play in the swimming pool den kanna chased out twice, so in the end, decided to play dumb, we formed the duck troopers, we stalked quan han they all all the way to down town, is like OMG, one of the dumbest thing i hav done in my life lah, but i was fun, lol... cannt elaborate too much, is top secret...muahahaha... den met wei xin they all, gt money from them n we gt alcoholic cocktails den drink then walk back, guess wat? ww became drunk, i shall nt say too much, later she will start punching me cos she din wan ppl to knw she became drunk til to 5% alcohol content... ya..oops..lol... hmmm, den blah blah, lucky she is fine thereafter lah, after i bathed den talked to li ming den went to slp in room 4, din wan to actually, but the ppl in the room started to slp one by one, so was kind of influenced...lol... den woke up in the morning, most of the ppl hav left, we cleared up n stuff den left at bout 11... din go lunchwif them, went home straight... yupz... tried to do elearning. finally finished wat i shld do, cos today deadline...ahahaha...yep.. tts all...

p.s. WW, hav a safe trip, hope u hav a fun n enjoyable trip to cambodia:)

thanks for understanding, frens 4eva.. :) really v thankful... feel srry at the same time, but im glad everything is kind of over :)

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non budget game trial

2006-06-05T16:34:00.000+08:00

last sat was non budget game trial, went to sch at 10am den met them at club at 11am, had lunch den went over to pasir ris liao.... thank gdness my station consists of v fun ppls, weikang, june, hui tong n mei jun... if nt sure will low one..lol. they will auto high one, so really fun nia... we waited for the gls to cum, which is so freakin long cos we 4th station, so we kp rotting at tt moment, lucky under shelter, if nt sure die, bbq-ed in the sun liao, hahahahah, den finally they cum n played out game, was super last min preparation cos all of us busy wif test n reports, so tt v day itself den we prepare all the stuff... shall nt say wat the game is, top secret, cannot let freshies knw...lol.. den after everything end we went for dinner at white sands... den go home liao....

nw in library trying to do some e learning... its sux lah, like last time so slow, they nv go n improve their server lah!!! feedback like mad liao still nv go do smthing bout it.. so zz.. before tt gt food preservation make up lesson at 10 to 12 den met my station ppl to do props, super funny lah, laugh like mad...lol... den went for poly forum interview blah blah... tts all for today bah..lol...

hmmm, so zzz sia.. elearning wk super busy lah... not much time for studies..oman... nvm, elearning wk super nice, goin out wif ppl n oso NBE!!!! im sure is gonna be real fun!!!! esp my station, hope yr 1s will enjoy it...muahahahahah!!!!

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post test

2006-05-31T20:57:00.000+08:00

omg, freakin shit man, enviro A quiz so damn diff lah.. omg, study so much oso like tt, zzz, haiz, confirm won do well liao, tis fri another quiz for BIA n deadline for food preservation report, 2 more days to end of sch, it will end soon, but elearning wk, omg, tot can slack but!!!! zzz, 4 formal reports to go during tis holi, wonder is gd or bad, way too many.... den elearning oso alot of things to do!!! haiz... june acc me to lavender for the camera job interview, gonna try it out, seems fun, hahaha, will be a gd exp i hope...ahaha... tts all le bah....

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out wif sec sch frens

2006-05-28T09:26:00.000+08:00

hmmm, dunno wat to update too... fri was fun, out wif sec sch np ppl, they r stilla s crazy as eva....lol... had dinner den watched da vinci code at yishun, suppose to be at Ps but no one booked den no tix so changed venue to yishun... so dotzz...lol.... da vinci code is ok only sia, nt v nice.... wonder wat will happen to the world if the movie is real, sure real havoc, lucky is only a fiction story...lol.... sian, alot of reports to complete n up coming quiz!!! oman.... hope all tis will be over soon.... holidays r cuming!! its gonna be fun...hahahaa.... tts all i guess....

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bought my nike dunk!!

2006-05-25T14:42:00.000+08:00

YAY!! finally bought my nike shoes after so long, went wif yuting after gm meeting to heeren to check out the limted ed shop but my shoes were sold out...den went to nike boutique but one of the shoes i wanted oso sold out, so zzz... finally went to left foot at cine den woo hoooo, manage to get it at 140 bucks, rtail is 149, proves im attractive tts y can get discount sia...oops. WAHAHAHHAHAHAH!!!! ok, nw im quite broke after tis sia, lol!!!

non-budget event on 8th of june is gonna be fun man!!! WOOO HOOO!!!!

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poly 50

2006-05-22T22:34:00.000+08:00

sian sia, tink my career juz ended.... hamstring haven been well ssince 2 weeks ago, tot will be okay in afew weeks sia but haven run cld feel the pain le... haiz.. so sian lah...ran half way of 200m den cant run liao... so sian, y my hamstring heal so slow sia!!! haiz... nvm, hope it will get well soon!!! big walk was great anyway! ahahahahahha....

mothers day

2006-05-14T13:39:00.000+08:00

hmmm, yesterday slack at home den met ww n weik at town, walk ard den wanted to buy my nike shoes, the limited ed one is 150 den one more is normal but made of genious leather so same price, oman, which one shld i buy, is freakin ex though, hmmm, think go queensway see first... den they 2 go wrk while i went to Ps to get clover leaf for my mum! happie mother's day!!! den went home slack all the way... slack for 2 days liao nia..lol.....

oman, my body is recovering slower than i expect, maybe really too long din exercise, body rust le, dun tink can go for training tmr, still aching all over.... zzzz..... quizes r cuming, reports nonstop sia, so sian, n freakin tonnes of formal reports, freakin boring lah.... ROARRR!!!! haiz.... sian man.... zzzzz.....

nerd nerd nerd nerd nerd nerd nerd nerd nerd, i wanna be one!!!!!!!

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poly 50

2006-05-12T12:07:00.000+08:00

wah, yesterday had poly 50, oman, its been 3 freakin months since i ran lah, so yesterday was my first time... ended sch at 5, den went to club hse slack... den training start bout 6 plus cos tat xiong gav some briefing... den guys ran one round ard the sch as warm up den gals do speed training wif tze hao, wah, i din stop or feel tooo tired, remember last time i kept wantin to stop half way or so lah, so weird, how cum break so long le i still can run til tt nt bad in terms of my standard lah..lol... den had speed training, in my own standard is nt bad le.... den had power training, tis is when i realise how freakin long i hav not been exercising, so weak laio, arghhhh, muz jia you liao sia...lol... den went clementi eat wif them, had quite alot of talk wif angela tt siao ding dong, wahahahha... nthing much to say juz a long holiday ahead, hmmm, muz complete my freakin formal reports sia...lol... guess tts all bah.... still aching....
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past few days

2006-05-08T08:35:00.000+08:00

hmm, quite long din blog le, was kind of lazy lah...hahaha... hmm, ok, thurs went for cao ge concert, quite a talented singer, so went to buy his album after his concert...lol...fri was class outing, went marche eat, 2 dishes for me n it costed $24.10, so broke, oman, nvm lah, is a clas outing anyway:) had kind of fun, played zong ji mi ma to finish some of the left over food..lol... when we left, had to pay at the cashier, oman, i so suay lah, my nets juz couldnt get tru, had to type my pin 6 times lah!!!! so zzzzzz, den they outside making fun of me, neh neh sia...lol, den went city link cos sherman wan to change his t at new urban male, rich guy rite? lol.... den after they went to burger king talk talk while i went home wif yuting cos met her conincidentally... rich gal sia, change hp...lol....

sat was voting day, congrats to PAP for winning :) suppose to meet ww at town but den she nt feeling well so asked her rest at home, so instead met june cos she no wrk today, thanks alot june:) crap n talk alot wif her.... goin to eat fish n co soon...muahahahahah!!!!!hmmm, nthing much oso leh, i hav decided to join poly 50, hope can make it into mc team even though im nt lah...im goin for big walk..yesh... wahahahah... oman, when can i really start studying?? still alittle in holiday mood, damn pissed off...4th week le...freak man!!!! i wan to be NERD!!! ahahahha...

NOTICE:
frens, pls help find wan wei pencil case pls, pls look ard for it, last place found was in club!!! pls help k?? thanks!!!!

p.s-qi hao, im srry bout wat happened... wonder if u will have read tis, but i will still say, i feel tt u shldn quarrel wif a fren cos of your job, nt worth it, but if u feel otherwise, i hav nthing to say... but den srry bou it...

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nthing much

2006-04-30T20:42:00.000+08:00

hmm, lifes still normal, quiting fish n co tis week, after wed will be my last freakin day of work, learnt some stuff over there, can see much of my weakness, nw is time to hop for new job, goin for interview on wed, promote dunno wat water thing...lol... hm, anyway, wld like to really sincerely congrats those yrs 1s who gt their post ESP MARK(assist of PR), n JINGEN(assist QM), cos they r my kias mah, even though u 2 nv tell me the gdness but den still happie for u all lah, jia you for the path ahead, hope u all can learn n help in maintaining the best club- CLS CLUB!!!!! lol...

went out wif wei xin daniel yesterday, had lunch n chat til 545pm sia, learnt quite alot... hahaha, in life, nt everything goes your way de, n every obstacle u met, makes u a betta person man.... thus, i wld like to thank the club for givin me the chance to organise reunion, the experience i gained is really omg, so thankful, through yr 1, i really learnt alot as a person n how to manage things, still learning in progress lah obviously...lol, the rest confidential cannot say... lol....
haiz.. life is tiring lah, tired, but den no matter wat still hav to move on wif life, nthing much to say too, juz tt is diff to satisfy everyone n be everyone's gd fren, some click, some juz doesnt, it cant be help... i gav up liao though i hav nv been a really gd fren to all lah, but den, hahhaah, i admit i hav gt lots of frens, but den how many r your gd frens, when u r low, sian n tired, u juz scroll your hp contacts, how many names can u find whom u will call or msg them? no point making more hi n bye frens n losing gd frens at the same time.... no point.... juz gave up totally... i aint depressed, im juz tired, i make always look happy, but den alot of things r supificial lah, cant be helped, muz try to smile n enjoy your life no matter how sucky it may be, its your life anyway, no one can run it for u, choices r for u to make, nt the rest..... planned to MIA from club after FO camp, but den juz naturally willl go down club when free, dunno y too, is juz natural, lol.... juz wanna be myself, still finding myself back, or maybe discover myself..............
MUGGER to be....

hard rock

2006-04-27T00:07:00.000+08:00

wooo hooo!!! yesterday was a super great evening man... went out wif wan wan, joan n clar....been since a real long time since we hanged out together.... talk to them, felt so relaxed n totally not stress lah.... went to hardrock cafe to eat... damn ex lahh, but den to me is worth it lah.... is wif sports khakis leh, once in a blue moon we will be out eating together man..... den went to watch below 8, quite a nice movie talking bout 8 siberian huskies.... hmmm, oman, if only we gt more of such outing frequently, though i knw is nt possible but den, haiz... nvm, will treasure the moment yesterday..... feel really lite at heart yesterday, dun knw how to describe lah, u all may think im nutz or wateva but den such feeling juz cant be described out lah, after so much tt happened....

today is CLS recruitment drive, met alvin, yuting, evelyn n yun zhen, practised CLS song n cheer, den ww was recruited cos she gt nthing to do... den last min came out wif the interview performance, everything worked out still quite fine, except me hitting evelyn on the face while doin the finale, oman, so srry, was an accident..... den after tt went for wrk, oman, it sux big time, did alot of wrong stuff, guess i really long din wrk le bah, tts y, nvm.... zzzzz.... CLS rulzZ!!!!!
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post bday

2006-04-23T17:54:00.000+08:00

im 18!!! lol, finally... goin to book driving lessons soon...lol, ok, nw shall talk bout fri n sat.... thanks for my FRENS for remembering my bday.... hmmmm.... sch was normal den met melissa for lunch at mac den she passed me present from Zephas!! my kias, oman, im so touched, thanks alot sons n daughters, ahhaa... den went for gems which lasted like half n hour den went club hse slack, played a game den i lost had to do a freak high level forfiet but i din do it well lah..lol.. too diff liaoo...lol, den went for lesson, ended at 5 den went back club hse n slack, til bout 8 den they had a small celebration, den kanna sabo, wah lauu, tat xiong gav me a junior sized barbie dress code, had to change infront of spim ppl lah, wtf, so sia suay, i still do it, den still had to do forfeit for june, she cant forget her gm days i guess...lol... den after tt went for dinner at cathay cafe cartel.... nice.... thanks alot to wei kang yoshi wai seen june alven peggy for tt... den after too cab home together... thanks to cindy wei jun elaine tiak woo for your pressie :)

woke up early the nx day, went to sentosa wif yanni(same bday as me) they all den played lor, had fun under the sun, it was freakin hot lah, din rain, beverly turned up lah, is like so stunned n surprised, thanks guys for the pressie... ahahaha.... den left early den met lindy den talk abit den went home, went to raffles town club to eat, eat at roof top half way rain so we went to the jap restaurant to eat, damn full but super nice lah.... tts all bah, thanks to those who remembered my bday:)

hmmm, happen to read one of the entries on ww blog, it made really alot of sense, n it was den til i realised im doin it lah, it is v diff to handle frens as in maintain gd frenship n nt neglecting them when u hav new ones, since FO ended haven really been talking to my gd pals, but alot to freshies, v true, is diff to balance many times but den gd frens r hard to find, i won wan to lose any of them, im gonna make an extra effort to kp in contact wif them.... hmmmm, MC list of club is out, nt bad, hope they will be able to make the club strive:) guess tts all bah....
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start of sch

2006-04-20T20:37:00.000+08:00

hmm... so long din update le, hav always been lazy... siannzzz.. 4th day of sch le, its so sian lah not i wan to say, cos is briefing week den always released super early den slack til tired, nvm, looking forward to nx week where everything will be normal, my busy days r cuming, muahhahahahahha.....me audrey n elaine wanted to buy new bag, but in the end, only i bought my bag yesterday wif huizhen audrey alvin n elaine at bugis, we went to beach road first but den cant find den in the end went to bugis strt... tis time din get zinc bag, got ink instead, got alot of help from them, thanks alot...lol... hmm, wat to say ah, nw cca week, have visited any booth yet... so zzz...lol... i wan to go see my photos at peer support club booth.... hahahaha.... nx wk will be recruitment drive, im sure it will be a success...wahahahha... hope all the enthu ppl n FO ppl will join n be active, a new committee n new hope for CLS!!! clap clap...lol....hmm, bday cuming le, so fast i will be 18 yrs old, shit im getting old, nvm, wan to learn driving soon if can lahh...lol... guess tts all liao bah, a MUGGER to be :)

nthing much

2006-04-16T17:25:00.000+08:00

everything is goin on too fast, i really nd to slow down, i aint ready for anything yet... all i wan n need is time now.... let nature take its course n time will tell everything.....

post retreat n mass celebration

2006-04-16T15:09:00.000+08:00

wooo hooo..juz back from malaysia... wahahaha.. ermm.. ok shall talk bout the mass celebration for wayne, alvin, dmitri n me... lol... cos we 4 r april babies... hmmm.. can say it is a success, they really bunch of potential ppl leh.... wahhaha... the planned games n r great GMssss... lol... although the games no kick ah, but den is damn fun lahh, their effort n time put in n mostly importantly their heart oman... i really thank them loads like crazy..... my bday is like still long away... ahah, im still young not 18 yet...lol... oman, the pressie dey gav me is freakin shocking, an elephant boxers which has a lose trunk... so zzzz.. but den nvm, quite cute...lol.... big thanks to u guys!!!

den nx day went malaysia retreat, met wei kang peggy n yoshi at yishun den go sch, met tat xiong half way den went to clementi buy breakfast den go dover meeet the rest.. lol... had lunch den presentation, den slack time siaa... den had dinner den nite activities... went to bar to drink cocktail, nice den got music den we started went siao by dancing wif the music til bout 1230.... played games at ww room den had forfeit den start talking alot alot n alot personal stuff n gossips til bout 530am i cant tahan so i n wei kang went back room to slp... he pro lahh.. wake up so early got jacuzzi(dun knw how to spelll) i juz slept til 830... den washed up n had breakfast... den after tt contiune to slack den went to bathe den pack up n leave liaoo..... lol.. omanzzz.... shopping is a great disappointment, couldn get anything lah, muz as well shop in singapore betta sia... so zzzzzz.... lol... at 330 met den left for singapore... hmm... guess tts all bah... juz tt i really like the nite at the bar one where everyone was so high...... wahahahahah....
tts all i guess... tomro start sch le.. so fast, wonder who my new classmates r sia...lol....

post day tour

2006-04-11T10:48:00.000+08:00

wooo...day tour is over...hmm.. nt bad neh... 3/4 of the participants enjoyed it.. isnt it great?? wahahhaha.... hmmm... got cockups but den managed to cover them.. overall was gd lahh cos quite a no of FO ppl so they can self high... haha.. hope all those ppl will join CLS Club:)

sian... recieved my pay yesterday... somehow like freakin little.. kind of irritated although i knw i wrk v little cos i see the amt i v nt shiock... hahaha.... like almost touch 100 only lor.. is like wh lauu the pay is freakin low n i m freakin irritated.... zzzzz..... finally learned to take order yesterday... waahahaha... great... i hav tried all types of roles....hehehe.... met quite a no of diff customers, they tried to be funny.... but is fun... wahahah.. waiting to meet freakin irriating n demanding customers.... quick cum..... :) i knw u all will tink im nuts but den is gd experience nehh.. LOL.... had mass lunch yesterday, wooo.... the FO ppl r so crazy kp singing songs at FC2.. freakin high... gdgd... ahahaha....

YAY!!!! i m goin for retreat.. sure damn fun de nehh.. muahahahah.. shiock booohhhh... WAHAHAHHAHAHAHA..... haven got time to go n extend my passport nia... lol... zzzz.... feel so lazy... lol......

day tour cuming

2006-04-06T23:07:00.000+08:00

woo... quite afew days after FO le... feel kind of super freee although alot of things to do... maybe really miss training too much bah.... hmm... day tour is tis sat... how successful will it be??? sure very cos i aint gonna let it fail...muahahahahaha.... zzzzzzz... fish n co called me juz nw to work, i said i cant cos i busy... zz.. so long din wrk liaoo, soon sure kanna fired...lol... gonna go down to write schedule tomro before manager start barking at me...lol.... hmmm... so sian leh... no mood to do day tour stuff..lol... dun knw y... oman, whens my pay cuming in sia.... so sian.. lol.... til nw still haven talk to alot of my Kias, wonder where they MIA to liao sia... so zzzzzzz... oman... sob sob... LOL..... hmmm... mass outing on tues... n YAY!!! im invited to retreat, quite happy siaa. muahaha.... feel so lazy to do anything... lol... nthing liaoo... ending lee... will update soon i hope...lol....

post FO camp

2006-04-03T17:32:00.000+08:00

FO camp is over liao, juz yesterday..... looking back at all the trainings the GLs had, almost everyday go school to train juz for the 3 days 2 nite camp..... kind of really missing it liao... juz look at how fast time pass..... the amount of time spent together wif AnEmOi!! all the shit, happiness n stuff we went though together.... n nw is all over... feel kind of empty suddenly, nt really anything for me to look forward to liao, since no more training liao mah.... gt a upcoming day tour.. think it will be almost a brand new batch of freshies cos dun think many year 1s who went for FO r goin for day tour.......

oman, how i wish everything will restart again, all the trainings n FO camp....... i dun knw how to describe the feeling i hav nw.... all the year 1s r so high during the camp, recieved no complains on wanting to go home blah blah.... one of my Kia melissa, she had to go for church service, at the very first place, din tink she wanted to come back for the camp after her service... but after in the end she returned on time for the camp fire...oman, such small things really make me feel so great, hav a special feeling tt no other words can describe, is a type of comfort, it proves the success of FO camp, her frens she made in Zephas(my group's name) n papa n mama of the Zephas which is me n wan wei.... the camp juz ended yesterday n im missing me grp n all the ppl n the camp itself...really sia.....

on briefing day, which is wed, 2 days before actual FO... all the freshies came, i n ww kanna group tts quite high n responsive, really glad, played ice breaking games n taught them bilibanja....

prep camp, v relax cos all the games we suppose to test again r cancelled so had time to do the photo frames n practise our GL cheer.... den found out tt total number of participants r bout 100 plus, a huge number lah... means bout 20 per grp which is quite diff to handle actually lah.. but den no prob we quite sure we can handle..

finally FO, woke up at 7 cos the freshies will cum at 8am but oso gt ppl who r late lah... den split into 5 diff group... den played ice breaking games again.... den finally split into the real groups.... my group east wind got 22 Kias including yvonne.... den played icebreaking all tis lorr... den think of cheer all tis... is like all so responsive like they knew each other before sia... den came up wif cheers kind of fast sia.. think faster than most groups.. me n ww dun really hav to kp pushing them... oman... really so relieved cos last year which is my batch is ilke the participants all like oman... but tis time.. oman... den they came out wif a name for east wind called Zephas!!!! they rock man!! oman, so touched, all cheers n name they cum out wif themselves leh.. oman... papa n mama so proud of Zephas!!! really man... i dare say my group is one of the highest group liao sia.... den first day had games, all oso v high, dare to take forfeits n like them too.... lol.. den during the journey to clark quay for bilibanja, they eager to learn new camp songs lah n able to interact is one another, nt quiet quiet those type.. omg... so nice n easy to teach... really sia.... den had games all tis outside... after tt went back, they had supper n go slp... den we gls hav debrief wif the seniors... den go bathe n slp... nx day woke up n all had breakfast.... den OCs tot of a april fool joke telling everyone tt the camp is cancelled due to some stuff... no freshies cheered n got some cried sia... can see tt they like tis camp quite alot... isnt tis comforting? ahahah... den after tt had wet games all tis lor... at nite camp fire n shim nite... Zephas, papa here really thankful for helping me sing out so loud during camp fire... really thanks alot.... ahahah.. den after tt they hav nite treasure hunt... papas n mamas r all captured waiting to for them to save us...lol..chat wif seniors n do photo frames...til bout 5 am den head back to camp site... den we tried to complete the photoframes, in the end only yuting siewling n alvin n joan managed to chiong all the way, the rest all fell aslp..lol... freshies allowed to slp til 10am... nx day had cap ball den packed up n head back to sch.... den breakcamp n went to eat wif Zephas at JE.. yea... tts all i guess... lol...

hmmm, congrats to Zephas u all managed to pass alot of test as a team n individuals ccos u all completed many challenging forfeits, forfeits nt juz for fun but oso actually got aim one, to make everyone learn, anyway hope my Kias cos learnt some stuff through tis camp bah..yea...

Zephas- thanks for being so supportive n high n sure great Kias...

seniors, i really thanks u guys alot, thanks for helping us n tis Camp, thanks loads.... wei xin n daniel, thanks alot man, u 2 helped us n me personally alot, i feel v thankful:)

Anemoi- the camp is over liao, trainings oso no more liaoo,, all the shit we went through together.. i will miss them n u guys sia.. we rocked the camp!!!!

wanwei ah, thanks for being my lao po during the camp, u r juz such a great bro... hahaha....

tts all bah.. CLS FO camp is a SUCCESS!!!!!

long time din blog

2006-03-20T01:24:00.000+08:00

wahhh.. really super long din blog le.. seems like a dead blog to me nw... ok... juz back from wrk, hav been busy wif GL trainings n day tour gm stuff... hope everything will go on smoothly, GLs so far getting betta which im kind of very glad about since FO is in bout 2 weeks time... haha... had captain ball against the ex gls, we lost by 2 points.... guess we really dun hav enough team wrk.... nvm... we will win the nx time!! JIA YOU GLs!!! one gd news... the gl cheer is finally up n almost ready!!! FINALLY!!!! yay... so happy, tomoro will be another GL training, looking forward tomro.... will blog n update v soon!!!

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2006-02-25T23:21:00.000+08:00

a cut tts too deep n cannot be healed.... i lost.....

gl training

2006-02-07T09:37:00.000+08:00

Gls hav been chosen for FO camp n partners oso chosen le through 'draw lots'... so 'LUCKY' i kanna my own bro, gdness... WAHAHAHA....jus jk.. later she see tis she sure wack me up siaa...lol.. ok nvm.... dimitri n joan, wayne n yuting, audrey n alvin, siewling n peter..... yesterday had training.. nt too bad... quite high although is first training.. hahaha.... sian..tis week so busy... really sian sia.. test after test, project after project. so sianzzz....haizz....life so sux... dun really look forward to anything currently....haizz....

chinese new year...

2006-02-02T08:15:00.000+08:00

hmmm, cny, hahah so busy, so many up coming test n projects, so sian, don feel like blogging, so busy i dun even have time for myself sia, finally reunion is over.... haiz... exams r near... no mood to blog....

Post IC camp

2006-01-11T22:45:00.000+08:00

yo, here to update again..muahahahahha... IC finished not really long ago, gonna briefly update bout it bah, Ic was on last fri, before IC, went wif june to Coca for job interview which is wei kang work place lah, hmmm, til nw haven contact us yet, wait til alittle sian liaoo, ahahha, den came back to sch, suppose to start at 630, we reached at 7 but haven start yet, cos alot of participants late, den in the end start bout 730, den selection of group, MOJOJOJO, gl r zheng long and calida, den my grp hav chun long, siewling, peter, yoshika, yunzhen, ting fang, and imor...... quite high even wif out gl, i feel if wifout gl, mojojojo is the most high grp man...mauahhahahaha.... overall for the camp is quite fun lah, juz feel is alittle disorganised lah, the nite walk can see tt lack of gms thus quite lan lah, but nvm, the campers for sure compared to FO camp is so high lah, so shiock during the camp, really enjoyed it esp during the cheer marathon and sing along session man, woooooooohoooooo, and CAMPERS GET HIGH TONITE!!!! i left early in the moring bout 6 plus on sunday cos my dad bday, den went to mrt station wif ppl who r leaving too, den in the end, mrt cant take cos having the emergency rehearsal, oman, den wait for cab like alomst 1 hr den managed to book a cab wif yun zhen, at least is a mercs so can forgive, hehehe, den i go home first den slppp...lol.... anyway something really caught my mind to think for awhile, yong zhen was like v low n sian on fri nite n wanted to go home asap cos he said he wasnt used to this kind of camping life lah, but den he stayed through out fortunately lah, den after nite walk he said the camp was kind of fun lah, den was also v high from day 2 onwards, i kind of happy when i found out tt tis camp n the highest-ness of everyone cld "change" a person thought, so tts real gd news sia...lol.... seriously hope i will have the chance to be GL for the FO camp sia, but i oso have the interest of scaring ppl during nite walk, is there any GL who can turn into gm for nitewalk??? hope have which i doubt so lah..lol... guess tts all bahh....

walking water tis sunday, hope i can cross the river even i get last sia...lol...

Announcement: Reunion Dinner, 27th Jan, 6pm - 9pm, $4 only!!! pls cum support... THANKS!!!

new year 2006

2006-01-03T23:11:00.000+08:00

fook mannnn!!! TIS THE 2ND TIME IM FREAKIN UPDATING LIAOO!!! arghhh....

nvmm...anyway, so fast year 2005 is over n now is the brand new YEAR 2006!!!!!!

okay... i shall thank all the peeps for last years wonderful year.....

-first, of cos i wan to thanks my family for always supporting me....

-nx to my sec sch frens... first to jingyi,yilin, yiling, chuanying, zhirong, : oman, we have been trying to meet up fro freakin 3 times liaoooo but all faill... so sad mann, now no choice, nd to wait for the nx holiday before we can really meet up or smthing cos our time all dun match lahh, haizzz...

to phs npcc peeps- woooooo hooooo. one of the most on bunch of ppl, manage to meet up quite afew time tis year wif usually ard 10 ppl turning up, but oso got some ppl who really real last min PS lahh, not tt i wan to mention names like CONNIE LIEW!!!, ooppss... wahahah... nvm, anyway thanks alot of all the memories n fun u all hav given me.....

to those whom i did not mention, take care n rock on...lol... so sorry bout it cos like really too many names..lol...

-to my SP frens, first to the 4 KaKhis, wanwei, joan n clarence, hey peeps, thanks loads for all the fun we had together, we know each other for almost 1 year liao, not one year yet but goin to be one year le, time flies really fast, hope we can hav more gatherings together n try to go for CLS activites together man!!!

to my dearEST class DCP 1B03- hey ppl!! u guys rockss big time, so fast goin to know u all for oneyear liao, n soon we won be in the same class le, hmmmm, tts really kind of saddening, quite alot of happy n unhappy stuff happen within our class but den u guys really rocks, so fun loving, but den alittle anti CLS club lah i dunno y actually....lol... anyway, thanks for all the fun, Buddies foreva man even when we r all nt in the same class, we muz die die catch up man!!!

n to *******, thanks for the memories u hav given me...muahahahahhahaha... n finally, last but nt least, ppl from CLS club, thanks for all those fun loving activites u all organised... really had fun...hahaha...

p.s. thanks weikang for the restarant thingy, hope the interview will be a success... ahahah...
thanks joan for your gift...muahahaha.....

is a brand new year 2006, i only hav a few wishes, first is to fucking do well in my studies lahh...omg... n to get a job n hav fun in SP!!!!

now for the announcement, there will be a Reunion dinner organised by CLS club, on 27th jan 2006, pls cum down n support, further details will be given :)

guess thats all... hav a wonderful year 2006....

so sad so sad...

2005-12-26T17:35:00.000+08:00

christmas is juz over... din go for cousin christmas gathering......dun know the reason y either...lol... hmmm...
quite sadding sia, tried so hard but din succeed... is really so saddening lor... tts the reason y i nv really wan to try hard or can say not to get involved in such things at this point of time.....is so discouraging n heart breaking man... haiz... (nt talking bout me, dun know wat i talking either)
everything bout it is juz purely illusion.... n i truely won believe in it again......

hahahaha... crap entry....juz some of my thoughts..... is nt meant to be understood....

zhi zu is the best song to describe tis entry.... muahahah.....

yay... tomro watching narnia..... cant wait... OMAN i wan to watch KING KONG TOOO!!!!!!!